I used to think
I'm not strong enough
I don't have the body for it
I like pasta too much
But now 25 pounds into my weightloss goals, I understand that those were all lies. I was always strong enough, I've always had the body for it ! The only thing I was lacking was wanting it. Wanting to have the body of a fuckmeat the body of a whore, the body of a cuckquean the body that master wants me to have. I'm 60+ pounds away from that ideal, but 60 pounds doesn't seem too far away now. I had a food cheat meal last night, I did not enjoy it. My body felt like I was eating crap, and I felt sluggish even my favorite soda didn't feel reviving and fresh, just felt subpar. That just shows me that I have what it takes to be masters ideal. I'm getting a reward when I lose another 8lbd! I'll be at 170!~ bc it'll be total 33 pounds a number you might hear on a infomercial lol I lost 33 pounds with xyz lol. Master will buy my $40 of art supplies! I love art
I've been thinking a lot about fucking I' was numb every time master fucked me I guess you can say I don't know what it feels like to be fucked? I'm not a Virgin but I feel like one lol and I like that? Soon I will be locked in chastity! And won't be able to cum or be fucked and that makes me very horny, i feel Like It would be really sexy to numb my clit forever..always focusing on my master pleasure not my own..to me I like that! I actually fantasize a lot about my master locking me in chastity and only unlocking me to numb his(not my) puussy and tell me I have 5 minutes to cum while being numb! Maybe ill fun even though I'm numb! But I won't feel it! Then locked away again! Ahh time to go play to my fantasy :) I plan on cumming everyday who knows when my last
Cum will be!
