TRANNY VS KITTY

Ahh been a long time!~ Actually, I've been super busy Me and my Master I feel are in rocky waters.. He wanted to teach me how to write better..his ideal of a writing assignment is a UNCLEAR poorly written topic with a limited word limit. Then when I ask for extension he says no, I ask for rewritten topic he says nope..only because hes pretending to be a badd ass teacher..like are you supposed to HELP me? or are you supposed to show me that teachers don't give a fuck about you? So i decided..fuck it! I'm not writing shit My master is thinking about becoming a tranny right now he is super serious about it but what I found ironic is his methods.. I haven't been talking to him much because master annoys me since when did my master start to annoy me? I only give him coldness ok,yeha,mm,ok,ok,ok,ok,ok,ok does it matter? does what I say matter? I felt like such an idiot today.. I waited for him to come back from dinner!~ So I decided to shop for birthday gifts.. I want to spend a lot of money this time then I'm shopping and shopping and shopping!~ then yayy I found what I want! then soon master comes back so I'm really yays inside but cold outside and then hes like we need to talk! so naturally I'M EXCITED i can tell him excactly how i feel then like less then 2mins later.. he ditches me to go with a tranny like it was like this- Tranny. Can't talk then suddenly he wants me to support him so he askes me... DON'T I UNDERSTAND HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS TO ME?!? no how the hell am I supposed to know? You havent talked to me since you came to taiwan I stay up all night all day waiting for oyu and you ditch me over and over and over and over again fine your on vacation do whatever the shit you want but I'm done waiting I'm not going to be online anymore I'm sick of this.. even master said about my essay-he MIGHT comment on it you seriously want to put all my fucking heart into a paper and you might comment on how I did? tough ass professor? if I wanted to summarize how I feel about this.. I feel like since master has tranny friends he doesn't need anyone anymore not a kitty nope don't need a kitty? then fine I will find someone who WANTS a kitty how can you even froget about the person who was there since day 1 This is excactly what always happens to me..