No clue what this is :o
steampunk
Rinoa Heartily Final fantasy GAME -_-
Actually only found one good image of this costume in its most sexiest form..
mai shiranui(videogame)
Dead or alive
Night elf from world of warcrafe
cammy
Friday, December 31, 2010
Seafood
Metrocon :D Master wishes to go to metrocon an anime convention so I decided to blog about some costumes that I have been browsing through actually my favoriate costumes I bolded the title :D some of these costumes are a bit exposed but its the same as wearing a bikini on the beach! im not sure which are my favoriates and this list isnt actually done theirs sooo many costumes :O
No clue what this is :o
steampunk
Rinoa Heartily Final fantasy GAME -_-
Actually only found one good image of this costume in its most sexiest form..
mai shiranui(videogame)
Dead or alive
Night elf from world of warcrafe
cammy
No clue what this is :o
steampunk
Rinoa Heartily Final fantasy GAME -_-
Actually only found one good image of this costume in its most sexiest form..
mai shiranui(videogame)
Dead or alive
Night elf from world of warcrafe
cammy
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Air
Today someone asked me online what is one word that describees me I thought of many words..fun,creative,intresting,cute,difrent,sexy,curious but I chose the word air I actually strive to become a person like air..
..
Why that kind of person?that kind of person is often abused and misused and easily fooled by those around her but this kind of person seeing a smile on someones face its enough to make her feel happy creating a laugh from someones face is a feeling that nobody can describe a mix of happiness and thankfullness..This kind of person puts other peoples wories and misfortunates before her own many people wont thank her or treat her nicely but even sonthis kind of person is the happiest person you might encounter even if she doesnt have much.. I want to strive to be this kind of person..
Master said he is looking for a slave with a chritable good heart
But what is "good"? Is good the person who volunteers and donates blood and gives money to charity? I hate using the word good...good is so un definable..
Today I did my weekly heels training activity!
Every week I want to do something in my tallest heels for 25mins it could be cleaning the house or dancing or yoga or whatnot but every week for 25mins I strive to do that kind of activity after a while I should be a pro in heels able to walk confidentitly and sexually walking in 6in heels can be a bit scary but any girl who can walk in heels deffinitly needs some props
Master told me that I might be focousing too much on him and not enough on my life? Ugh why is it that I actually think that he will understand my true feelings -_- he said he understands but obviously not since he had to tell me to be carefull..its not fair :( he wasnt listening to me with my heart so he did not understand..
General thought process when talking to master
ittalcs=words I ended up erasing
Bold:What I am thinking in my head
Master: do you love me kitty?
Kitty:AHHH!! :d :d :d :d :d he LOVES ME
oh i didnt answer the question..
Kitty:No i dont love you
YES i do love you but how awkward would that be??
Kitty:What kind of love?
stupid question
Kitty:Yes I love you
ahhh dont say I love you boys will run like fire!
Kitty:No I dont love you sorry Master
Kitty:Do you love me?
he doesnt love me
kitty:Yes,kitty loves you in many ways
ahh this is good a safe answer!
2ND Exsample
Master:How do you feel when you talk to me?
Kity:I feel like I am on cloud 9
how lame is that cloud 9??
Kitty:It is undescriable I cant describe it
-_- master is ASKING you to describe it stop being dificult
Kitty:It feels like I just won the lottery I am so overjoyed
o_O but what does it feel like to win the lottery i imagine it feels greedy constantly caculating how to waste your money on yourself..mm
Kitty:It feels unbelivable
realllyy?you typed this again??? come on
Kitty:UHHH
uhm cant think!
Kitty:It feels as if kitty has finnally found her place she is masters kitty having found her place provides such an amazing feeling a feeling better then christmas a simple kind of happiness just being in this place provides me happiness
This is good And i did not use the word I :D
..
I wanna be like the air. The good-hearted person whose kindness overflows and people realize how important she was to them, once she is gone.<
I wanna be that kind of person.
Why that kind of person?that kind of person is often abused and misused and easily fooled by those around her but this kind of person seeing a smile on someones face its enough to make her feel happy creating a laugh from someones face is a feeling that nobody can describe a mix of happiness and thankfullness..This kind of person puts other peoples wories and misfortunates before her own many people wont thank her or treat her nicely but even sonthis kind of person is the happiest person you might encounter even if she doesnt have much.. I want to strive to be this kind of person..
Master said he is looking for a slave with a chritable good heart
But what is "good"? Is good the person who volunteers and donates blood and gives money to charity? I hate using the word good...good is so un definable..
Today I did my weekly heels training activity!
Every week I want to do something in my tallest heels for 25mins it could be cleaning the house or dancing or yoga or whatnot but every week for 25mins I strive to do that kind of activity after a while I should be a pro in heels able to walk confidentitly and sexually walking in 6in heels can be a bit scary but any girl who can walk in heels deffinitly needs some props
Master told me that I might be focousing too much on him and not enough on my life? Ugh why is it that I actually think that he will understand my true feelings -_- he said he understands but obviously not since he had to tell me to be carefull..its not fair :( he wasnt listening to me with my heart so he did not understand..
General thought process when talking to master
ittalcs=words I ended up erasing
Bold:What I am thinking in my head
Master: do you love me kitty?
Kitty:AHHH!! :d :d :d :d :d he LOVES ME
oh i didnt answer the question..
Kitty:No i dont love you
YES i do love you but how awkward would that be??
Kitty:What kind of love?
stupid question
Kitty:Yes I love you
ahhh dont say I love you boys will run like fire!
Kitty:No I dont love you sorry Master
Kitty:Do you love me?
he doesnt love me
kitty:Yes,kitty loves you in many ways
ahh this is good a safe answer!
2ND Exsample
Master:How do you feel when you talk to me?
Kity:I feel like I am on cloud 9
how lame is that cloud 9??
Kitty:It is undescriable I cant describe it
-_- master is ASKING you to describe it stop being dificult
Kitty:It feels like I just won the lottery I am so overjoyed
o_O but what does it feel like to win the lottery i imagine it feels greedy constantly caculating how to waste your money on yourself..mm
Kitty:It feels unbelivable
realllyy?you typed this again??? come on
Kitty:UHHH
uhm cant think!
Kitty:It feels as if kitty has finnally found her place she is masters kitty having found her place provides such an amazing feeling a feeling better then christmas a simple kind of happiness just being in this place provides me happiness
This is good And i did not use the word I :D
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Algorithms
I am a bit bored just woke up its 4pmish so I decided to do a 100 question random survey:D :D
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Explain why water is so important to your body?
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
Nothing
Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Sleeping
What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Monday around 9pm I watched My big frikkin weddingWithout looking, guess what time it is
4:40pm
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
4:31pm
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
A song by jj lin called she says that song describes me today :o
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
mm...outside?sunday! I went to the mall to return something
Did you dream last night?
Yes
Do you remember your dreams?
Yep a weird little dream about master why do I always dream about him?
When did you last laugh?
mmm............about 30 seconds ago
Do you remember why / at what?
I laughed because the last time I went outside was sunday and its wensday :o
What is on the walls of the room you are in?
On wall ONE I have an asian fan and a chinese calander ahh my calander is soo cute!
On wall two I have a magazine collage of my fav models on wall three I have a picture on wall Four i have a creepy picture of a creepy girl
Seen anything weird lately?
Nah do dreams count?
What do you think of this quiz?
MEHHH its alright
What is the last film you saw?
mm...Eclipse? but that was so long ago..
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Anywhere where master lives is fine :D
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A plane ticket to see master and then me and him will go shopping together
Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
A few years ago I was heavily into rock music and death metal I only wore black and I hardly used to smile/laugh
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would change equality! I know I should have wished for world peace or to end world hunger but I think if everyone in the world was equal then I think all the problems would stop slowly
Do you like to dance?
YES! but not in front of others
Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes Ive concidered many many many many times it would be fun new people new life..new food
Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
Whats an anagram?
Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Jessica
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
JJ lin songs ahhh I love him :D
Last time you swam in a pool?
uhm maybe 2 years?
Type of music you like most?
Mmm actually I think I might like CPOP a bit more then Kpop...OK its a tie between KPOP And CPOP
Type of music you dislike most?
annoying JPOP like morning musume
Are you listening to music right now?
Yes
What color is your bedroom carpet?
I have tile
If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
mm..I wish We had a spiral staircase with a slide it would be fun
What was the last thing you bought?
Chinese dessert bread thing..sooo good!
Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
No
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Yes with the right person *nudges master*
Do you have a garden?
ew..
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Yes
What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
Well its not a what but a WHO..I think of master :o
If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
ONEW! no no G DRAGON no no mike he..mmm nahh maybe tae yang? no mm..kim bum soo..mm actually I cant really choose why cant I haave lunch with everyone?
Who sent the last text message you received?
uhh My brother
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
online store called amiclubwear it also has a hello kitty section and lots of sexy outfits master would love it if i maxed out in that store!
What time is bed time?
Mmm I dont have a bed time But the last time I had a bed time it was 1:30AM Master told me I had to be getting ready for bed by then
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Nope I always wanted to be in one maybe a hooters beauty pagent would be nice
How many tattoos do you have?
none
If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
Yes one that master likes would be cool
What did you do for your last birthday?
Watched My sassy girl with a group of my best friends
Do you carry a donor card?
Yes
Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
My brother and this girl I babysit
Is the glass half empty or half full?
Half full
What's the farthest-away place you've been?
Japan
When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Me grow tomatos???? o.o I never had one
Have you ever won a trophy?
Yes
Are you a good cook?
Yes if you like your food a bit crunchy...hahah ok no im not that good i just need pratice i swear
Do you know how to pump your own gas?
Ive never pumped gass I really dont know how o.o
If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
Well Master hes not a celeb or someone from history BUT hes my celeb ^_^ im his number one fan ^_^
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Yes oh my..
Do you touch-type?
uh like texting? sometimes but not really
What's under your bed?
A big box some shoes uhh a pen a newspaper just random stuff
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes
Think fast, what do you like right now?
Master o_o oh no how come everyime I think fast hes the first person to pop up!
Where were you on Valentine's day?
I was alone in my room....:o
What time do you get up?
4:30ishham
What was the name of your first pet?
mmm..kitty~!
Who is the second to last person you would expect to call you?
Master
Is there anything going on this weekend?
A wedding
How are you feeling right now?
Tired,Bored,Want to go back to sleep random things...
What do you think about the most?
Well Master takes up a LARGE space of my thinking but other then him I think about the future a lot
What time do you get up in the morning?
Did i just do this? 4:30am
If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
I would only tell Master and maybe my parents MAYBE...
Who would you tell first?
Master
What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
uhmmm the orphan I think that was in like 2009??
Do you sing in the shower?
YES loud KPOP :d but sometimes gom sam ri
What do you do when you are bored?
Daydream,watch asian dramas,Find more kpop/cpop songs,blog idk
What do you do for a living?
I go to school and ask my parents for money
Do you love your job?
sure
What did you want to be when you grew up?
Some kind of doctor or a scrub nurse im not quite sure I like the aspects of both doctor and nurse -_-
If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
mm..I want to work at hooters for a bit not forever obviously but it would be nice to work at hooters show off my body and then see peoples reaction when i tell them i work at hooters lol
Which came first the chicken or the egg?
chicken?
How many keys on your key ring?
Nonee I dont have any key rings
Where would you retire to?
Florida maybe theirs lots of old people I would have a lot of friends
What kind of car do you drive?
If i KNEW how to drive I would be driving a 2007 volkswagon convertable buggy turbo in candy red BUT since I dont know how to drive...
What are your best physical features?
mm....My lips ? idk
What are your best characteristics?
My personality (how lame everyone says that)
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
Some asian country
What kind of books do you like to read?
Jodi picoult books
Where would you want to retire to? F
Florida
What is your favorite time of the day?
The time when master is online..soo mm right now its around 9pmish
Where did you grow up?
Hello kitty land
How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
Far far farr away
What are you reading now?
Nothing?
Are you a morning person or a night owl?
I really dont know can i be both?
Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No im not a creep sorry
Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
Nope o.o
Do you have pets?
Nah
How many rings before you answer the phone?
I -NEVER- answer the house phone and usually three rings before i answer my cell
What is your best childhood memory?
mm..Playing neopets I wass soo rich and popular my pets were WAYY COOL!!! But now my pets died and i dont play..oops..
What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
umm..
Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
YES!
What is most important in life?
Health is important mentally and physically but education is also important
What Inspires You?
What inspires me..theirs so many things that inspire me..I will create a blog on what inspires me one day..
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Explain why water is so important to your body?
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
Nothing
Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Sleeping
What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Monday around 9pm I watched My big frikkin weddingWithout looking, guess what time it is
4:40pm
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
4:31pm
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
A song by jj lin called she says that song describes me today :o
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
mm...outside?sunday! I went to the mall to return something
Did you dream last night?
Yes
Do you remember your dreams?
Yep a weird little dream about master why do I always dream about him?
When did you last laugh?
mmm............about 30 seconds ago
Do you remember why / at what?
I laughed because the last time I went outside was sunday and its wensday :o
What is on the walls of the room you are in?
On wall ONE I have an asian fan and a chinese calander ahh my calander is soo cute!
On wall two I have a magazine collage of my fav models on wall three I have a picture on wall Four i have a creepy picture of a creepy girl
Seen anything weird lately?
Nah do dreams count?
What do you think of this quiz?
MEHHH its alright
What is the last film you saw?
mm...Eclipse? but that was so long ago..
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Anywhere where master lives is fine :D
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A plane ticket to see master and then me and him will go shopping together
Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
A few years ago I was heavily into rock music and death metal I only wore black and I hardly used to smile/laugh
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would change equality! I know I should have wished for world peace or to end world hunger but I think if everyone in the world was equal then I think all the problems would stop slowly
Do you like to dance?
YES! but not in front of others
Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes Ive concidered many many many many times it would be fun new people new life..new food
Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
Whats an anagram?
Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Jessica
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
JJ lin songs ahhh I love him :D
Last time you swam in a pool?
uhm maybe 2 years?
Type of music you like most?
Mmm actually I think I might like CPOP a bit more then Kpop...OK its a tie between KPOP And CPOP
Type of music you dislike most?
annoying JPOP like morning musume
Are you listening to music right now?
Yes
What color is your bedroom carpet?
I have tile
If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
mm..I wish We had a spiral staircase with a slide it would be fun
What was the last thing you bought?
Chinese dessert bread thing..sooo good!
Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
No
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Yes with the right person *nudges master*
Do you have a garden?
ew..
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Yes
What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
Well its not a what but a WHO..I think of master :o
If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
ONEW! no no G DRAGON no no mike he..mmm nahh maybe tae yang? no mm..kim bum soo..mm actually I cant really choose why cant I haave lunch with everyone?
Who sent the last text message you received?
uhh My brother
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
online store called amiclubwear it also has a hello kitty section and lots of sexy outfits master would love it if i maxed out in that store!
What time is bed time?
Mmm I dont have a bed time But the last time I had a bed time it was 1:30AM Master told me I had to be getting ready for bed by then
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Nope I always wanted to be in one maybe a hooters beauty pagent would be nice
How many tattoos do you have?
none
If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
Yes one that master likes would be cool
What did you do for your last birthday?
Watched My sassy girl with a group of my best friends
Do you carry a donor card?
Yes
Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
My brother and this girl I babysit
Is the glass half empty or half full?
Half full
What's the farthest-away place you've been?
Japan
When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Me grow tomatos???? o.o I never had one
Have you ever won a trophy?
Yes
Are you a good cook?
Yes if you like your food a bit crunchy...hahah ok no im not that good i just need pratice i swear
Do you know how to pump your own gas?
Ive never pumped gass I really dont know how o.o
If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
Well Master hes not a celeb or someone from history BUT hes my celeb ^_^ im his number one fan ^_^
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Yes oh my..
Do you touch-type?
uh like texting? sometimes but not really
What's under your bed?
A big box some shoes uhh a pen a newspaper just random stuff
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes
Think fast, what do you like right now?
Master o_o oh no how come everyime I think fast hes the first person to pop up!
Where were you on Valentine's day?
I was alone in my room....:o
What time do you get up?
4:30ishham
What was the name of your first pet?
mmm..kitty~!
Who is the second to last person you would expect to call you?
Master
Is there anything going on this weekend?
A wedding
How are you feeling right now?
Tired,Bored,Want to go back to sleep random things...
What do you think about the most?
Well Master takes up a LARGE space of my thinking but other then him I think about the future a lot
What time do you get up in the morning?
Did i just do this? 4:30am
If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
I would only tell Master and maybe my parents MAYBE...
Who would you tell first?
Master
What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
uhmmm the orphan I think that was in like 2009??
Do you sing in the shower?
YES loud KPOP :d but sometimes gom sam ri
What do you do when you are bored?
Daydream,watch asian dramas,Find more kpop/cpop songs,blog idk
What do you do for a living?
I go to school and ask my parents for money
Do you love your job?
sure
What did you want to be when you grew up?
Some kind of doctor or a scrub nurse im not quite sure I like the aspects of both doctor and nurse -_-
If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
mm..I want to work at hooters for a bit not forever obviously but it would be nice to work at hooters show off my body and then see peoples reaction when i tell them i work at hooters lol
Which came first the chicken or the egg?
chicken?
How many keys on your key ring?
Nonee I dont have any key rings
Where would you retire to?
Florida maybe theirs lots of old people I would have a lot of friends
What kind of car do you drive?
If i KNEW how to drive I would be driving a 2007 volkswagon convertable buggy turbo in candy red BUT since I dont know how to drive...
What are your best physical features?
mm....My lips ? idk
What are your best characteristics?
My personality (how lame everyone says that)
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
Some asian country
What kind of books do you like to read?
Jodi picoult books
Where would you want to retire to? F
Florida
What is your favorite time of the day?
The time when master is online..soo mm right now its around 9pmish
Where did you grow up?
Hello kitty land
How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
Far far farr away
What are you reading now?
Nothing?
Are you a morning person or a night owl?
I really dont know can i be both?
Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No im not a creep sorry
Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
Nope o.o
Do you have pets?
Nah
How many rings before you answer the phone?
I -NEVER- answer the house phone and usually three rings before i answer my cell
What is your best childhood memory?
mm..Playing neopets I wass soo rich and popular my pets were WAYY COOL!!! But now my pets died and i dont play..oops..
What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
umm..
Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
YES!
What is most important in life?
Health is important mentally and physically but education is also important
What Inspires You?
What inspires me..theirs so many things that inspire me..I will create a blog on what inspires me one day..
Monday, December 27, 2010
Noodless
Post 30 its weird how fast time flies!
Today was a pretty average today I studied all day for exams! But then I was interupted by Boy G...
Boy G is having a birthday party on Thursday! Its a big formal party that I was invited to but wasn't really going to go to because i wanted a new dress! Anyways boy G asked many people to be his date for the party and everyone had their own excuses and then he posted on facebook and three days later he had no replies..so now its close to the deadline he calls me (his final hope) if I want to be his date ugh why do I have to be a sloppy second like ssome whore but beefore I accepted to be his date I decided to ask Master recently whenever I make big decisions I ask master master told me I can't go as his date so when I told boy G today about I can't go..he FLIPPED and he told me that he f****** hates me and wants me to die sad and lonley and ill never be anything in life and random things..he said mean things till I begun to cry I'm a strong persson but some things hurt me more then others after I finished calling master.was on skype yayyyyyyy! So I felt better I told master how I felt and he asked for boyG Number I was a bit shocked! And a bit happy and a bit fangirling..master really was going to stand up for me ? Master is in china is it reallly ok to call ? Master said next time anyone hurts me he will need a number I've never expirenced any master stand up for me whenever I was hurt they were like oh......
Master called me HIS girl...
*giggles*
Master said theirs a HIGH chance we shall meet. Before summer ahhhh~!!!~! I'm so excited!! Me and master :) ahhh~! I've already planned how I shall sneak away from my family! *sighs* yayy :)
Actualy I'm quiet tired I woke up at 1pm I've never woke up this late before even when I'm sick! I feel a bit out of my normal self because I woke up so late :o its 1pm but I Think I might go back to sleep...I just ate but have no energy for the gom sama ri song (three little bears) and I always have energy to sing a song blahhhh! I hope I regain energy before master comes online
Today was a pretty average today I studied all day for exams! But then I was interupted by Boy G...
Boy G is having a birthday party on Thursday! Its a big formal party that I was invited to but wasn't really going to go to because i wanted a new dress! Anyways boy G asked many people to be his date for the party and everyone had their own excuses and then he posted on facebook and three days later he had no replies..so now its close to the deadline he calls me (his final hope) if I want to be his date ugh why do I have to be a sloppy second like ssome whore but beefore I accepted to be his date I decided to ask Master recently whenever I make big decisions I ask master master told me I can't go as his date so when I told boy G today about I can't go..he FLIPPED and he told me that he f****** hates me and wants me to die sad and lonley and ill never be anything in life and random things..he said mean things till I begun to cry I'm a strong persson but some things hurt me more then others after I finished calling master.was on skype yayyyyyyy! So I felt better I told master how I felt and he asked for boyG Number I was a bit shocked! And a bit happy and a bit fangirling..master really was going to stand up for me ? Master is in china is it reallly ok to call ? Master said next time anyone hurts me he will need a number I've never expirenced any master stand up for me whenever I was hurt they were like oh......
Master called me HIS girl...
*giggles*
Master said theirs a HIGH chance we shall meet. Before summer ahhhh~!!!~! I'm so excited!! Me and master :) ahhh~! I've already planned how I shall sneak away from my family! *sighs* yayy :)
Actualy I'm quiet tired I woke up at 1pm I've never woke up this late before even when I'm sick! I feel a bit out of my normal self because I woke up so late :o its 1pm but I Think I might go back to sleep...I just ate but have no energy for the gom sama ri song (three little bears) and I always have energy to sing a song blahhhh! I hope I regain energy before master comes online
Sunday, December 26, 2010
XYZ
Being a slave isn't always easy being a slave means sometimes you have to sacrifice things that you like for your master I have never expirenced that before..all masters talk about sacrificing but I never really sacrificed anything of importance or anything that I legitly cared about but today at 1:30am I understood what it means to sacrifice the creep I mentioned before in other blog posts well she's not so creepy she's axtually quite cool she deserves a name other then the creep from now on I will call her person Z actually the letter Z is one of my favoriate variables..master told me that after tonight 1:30am I can no longer talk to person Z because he has his own reasons it would have been fine if person Z hasn't grown on me..her dull personality was actually a nice contrast to my personality..we blended well I learned many things from her and she also collects quotes we exchanged advise about boys and talked about boys while eating icescream and eating cookies me and person Z bonded we shared secrets and we gossiped lol I didn't know person Z for long she's actually coming into my town soon :o not that it matters but anyways on point saying goodbye to person Z was hard to be with master I sacrificed a friend..
I wonder if master can understand simple happiness? I often feel simple happiness the simpliest things can make me so happy..I've always been a bit of a simple girl never requiring much from boyfriends or friends or whatever simple happiness only occurs when ur happy even thought ur just doing simple things I wonder if master has expirenced this simple happiness..I get this kind of simple happinese when master texts me even if its esoisabwhodb I smile bigger then anyone in the world :D..
One thing I want to do before I die..
I want to see/do many many mannnny surgeries on the heart i want to heal hearts..for exsample while I am using the heart lung machine on a patient and I finnaly turn the flow down I want to expirence seeing the firrst beat of the heart nothing can describe that feeling when your anxiously waiting for the heart to beat again anxiously waiting to see if that person is alive..and nothing can describe the feeling when it actually beats..healing hearts saving lives I want to do that before I die
I wonder if master can understand simple happiness? I often feel simple happiness the simpliest things can make me so happy..I've always been a bit of a simple girl never requiring much from boyfriends or friends or whatever simple happiness only occurs when ur happy even thought ur just doing simple things I wonder if master has expirenced this simple happiness..I get this kind of simple happinese when master texts me even if its esoisabwhodb I smile bigger then anyone in the world :D..
One thing I want to do before I die..
I want to see/do many many mannnny surgeries on the heart i want to heal hearts..for exsample while I am using the heart lung machine on a patient and I finnaly turn the flow down I want to expirence seeing the firrst beat of the heart nothing can describe that feeling when your anxiously waiting for the heart to beat again anxiously waiting to see if that person is alive..and nothing can describe the feeling when it actually beats..healing hearts saving lives I want to do that before I die
Hello kitty vs dough stick
Master says before he dies he wants to see space..he wants to feel connected to the whoole universe but I simply can't understand why space?why would he want to see a vast ammount of nothingness along with a kajillion stars..I'm not sure what I want to do before I die
Master really likes nature things..I feel bad I hate nature I like looking from pictures and also looking at it out the window but to expirence it to breathe it to feel it..I don't like snakes..in fact I'm terified if I ever found a snake in a food item I would never eat food..one time i found a snake in the grass when I was little after that I never went outside again in the grass..I don't go to outside picnics or to the park..I am really scared that a snake will bite me and paraylisis will occour quickly..I. don't quite remember the black and red are dangerous thing about snakes so I just fear them all even garden snakes in japan I drunk snake wine..the lady said sumimasen hebi wian ononomi desu ka? Or something likee that I didn't know what wian was it sounded like wine and I. Drinked it my first eveer taste of wine......and then I looked at where she poured me the drink and it was a biiig snake floating in the thinggyy can I puked...
I said gomen gomen many many mannnny time..
Master wants to die with a million memories of the person he loves more specificily me..I really want to have more then a million memories though like a kajilllion soo much memories that their no longer is a word for it!
Recently I have been having this feeling this feeling to serve with all my heart into it not half ass and not flakeyy
Master is really nice he hasent gotten mad at me for not following up with workouts but tomarrow the workouts will begin I want to serve master and this is the first step! Master requires
At least one hour of workout every two days
A total of five hours of workout in a week
Maintain/reach a weight between 120-140
Always keep my body shaved and wax excluding facial hair
Talk as kitty whenever talking to master
Hips should be curavcous and bubbly with no signs of fat
Masturbate four times daily in a time span of eight hours
Master requires other things that I will not include in this post but I am well aware of everything master requires and wants
Masturbate anytime anywhere project!!! Well now I am actually only required to do one photo the photos requirments are..
1.Buy a sex toy! Status: working on it! I am quite emberassed to buy it from my local store and quite nervous that my parents will check my mail but they never check my mail but what if...
2.understand how to use and clean toy! Status: I actually have done some research on this not extensivly but to a good extent I will continue my research until this project is complete!
3.Masturbate in school somewhere take pictures.. Status:on school vacation! No pictures have been takenn
4.masturbate anywhere in the mall status:haven't been to the mall in a bit I mostly went to stores in plazas and what not but not the actual mall
5.masturbate anywhere outside! Status:this one is a bit difficult I don't really know any semiprivate places along with no grass...
6.masturbate anywhere indoors in a sitting place such as a resturant Status:..............................
Today I admited to master that I wasn't really intrested in bdsm when I met him if you read my first posts it is super super supper obvious! It wasn't till haru haru that my views on him slowly begun to change in the begining of soy milk thhats when I truly begun to realise how special and wonderful master is..but it wasn't till chains where I realised that my overlook about master has changed..but master knew this the whole time maybe that's why master gave me annoying reflecting assignments and wanted to get rid of me because he was unsure of my intentions..at first master is really scaryy I would always say..."Master wa kowai ne? Or sometimes just "kowai ne" which means master is scary right? I actually don't like talking about others in english :o so in my head I always say it ina difrent laguage I think it increases my vocabulary!I want to become fluent in a few languages so it is important that I can use the vocabulary in a real life situation. Promptly! Another thing I do is if something is hot instead of saying..hot hot hot!
I sayy atsui atsui atsui atsui! Now it has become almost instant reaction to me hah its ok if nobody knows what the fudgecakes I'm saying rofl even when I'm in pain I say itai! But notice how everything I said was japanese :o I need to fcous more on other things whenever I talk to myself I always say alright in korean I only know bad things in korean like crazy girl and I'm going crazy shut up I'm crying I'm busy rofl and sorry!
Cultural sensitivity :)
I want to be culturaly sensitive towards others and -all- cultures when I become a doctor long from now and I ever expirence a forigner I want to be able to tell them their medical condition in which ever language they are most comfterable in..I might not be able to say everything in their language but I do wish to be able to say most things..another thing is deaf culture is a culture that nobody really explores into but deaf culture intrests me and I wish to be fluent in sign language it might take a while but I feel that everyone should know sign language the ammount of deaf people right now are few but in years to come this number will skyy rocket! As a doctor I know I only have a good seven years..but in this short time I hope I can be as culturaly sensitive as possable :) not just asian cultures but all cultures :)
Morals everyone has it but who upholds it?someone who can uphold their morals no matter what that kind of person I admire..the kind of person who fights for what the believe in even if it means they have to sacrifice everything..I really wish I can be that kind of person theirs a quote...it says god puts some people in your life to test you and once the test is over you will never see it again the results of the test could change everything though....a girl came into my life to test me a girl that reminds me a bit of myself depending on others..but once she gave me the test to test if I uphold my morals I ran so fast from my morals and then master insits that I break another moral..no matter how much convinivng I try master is stuck on his decision
Am I really doing the right thing? I can't do my exams with lingering thoughts..:/
If master ever fell in love with that creep girl again its game over for me...I wonder where fate shall bring us will I follow. My morals?will master fall in love again? Does fate even exsisit?
Master really likes nature things..I feel bad I hate nature I like looking from pictures and also looking at it out the window but to expirence it to breathe it to feel it..I don't like snakes..in fact I'm terified if I ever found a snake in a food item I would never eat food..one time i found a snake in the grass when I was little after that I never went outside again in the grass..I don't go to outside picnics or to the park..I am really scared that a snake will bite me and paraylisis will occour quickly..I. don't quite remember the black and red are dangerous thing about snakes so I just fear them all even garden snakes in japan I drunk snake wine..the lady said sumimasen hebi wian ononomi desu ka? Or something likee that I didn't know what wian was it sounded like wine and I. Drinked it my first eveer taste of wine......and then I looked at where she poured me the drink and it was a biiig snake floating in the thinggyy can I puked...
I said gomen gomen many many mannnny time..
Master wants to die with a million memories of the person he loves more specificily me..I really want to have more then a million memories though like a kajilllion soo much memories that their no longer is a word for it!
Recently I have been having this feeling this feeling to serve with all my heart into it not half ass and not flakeyy
Master is really nice he hasent gotten mad at me for not following up with workouts but tomarrow the workouts will begin I want to serve master and this is the first step! Master requires
At least one hour of workout every two days
A total of five hours of workout in a week
Maintain/reach a weight between 120-140
Always keep my body shaved and wax excluding facial hair
Talk as kitty whenever talking to master
Hips should be curavcous and bubbly with no signs of fat
Masturbate four times daily in a time span of eight hours
Master requires other things that I will not include in this post but I am well aware of everything master requires and wants
Masturbate anytime anywhere project!!! Well now I am actually only required to do one photo the photos requirments are..
1.Buy a sex toy! Status: working on it! I am quite emberassed to buy it from my local store and quite nervous that my parents will check my mail but they never check my mail but what if...
2.understand how to use and clean toy! Status: I actually have done some research on this not extensivly but to a good extent I will continue my research until this project is complete!
3.Masturbate in school somewhere take pictures.. Status:on school vacation! No pictures have been takenn
4.masturbate anywhere in the mall status:haven't been to the mall in a bit I mostly went to stores in plazas and what not but not the actual mall
5.masturbate anywhere outside! Status:this one is a bit difficult I don't really know any semiprivate places along with no grass...
6.masturbate anywhere indoors in a sitting place such as a resturant Status:..............................
Today I admited to master that I wasn't really intrested in bdsm when I met him if you read my first posts it is super super supper obvious! It wasn't till haru haru that my views on him slowly begun to change in the begining of soy milk thhats when I truly begun to realise how special and wonderful master is..but it wasn't till chains where I realised that my overlook about master has changed..but master knew this the whole time maybe that's why master gave me annoying reflecting assignments and wanted to get rid of me because he was unsure of my intentions..at first master is really scaryy I would always say..."Master wa kowai ne? Or sometimes just "kowai ne" which means master is scary right? I actually don't like talking about others in english :o so in my head I always say it ina difrent laguage I think it increases my vocabulary!I want to become fluent in a few languages so it is important that I can use the vocabulary in a real life situation. Promptly! Another thing I do is if something is hot instead of saying..hot hot hot!
I sayy atsui atsui atsui atsui! Now it has become almost instant reaction to me hah its ok if nobody knows what the fudgecakes I'm saying rofl even when I'm in pain I say itai! But notice how everything I said was japanese :o I need to fcous more on other things whenever I talk to myself I always say alright in korean I only know bad things in korean like crazy girl and I'm going crazy shut up I'm crying I'm busy rofl and sorry!
Cultural sensitivity :)
I want to be culturaly sensitive towards others and -all- cultures when I become a doctor long from now and I ever expirence a forigner I want to be able to tell them their medical condition in which ever language they are most comfterable in..I might not be able to say everything in their language but I do wish to be able to say most things..another thing is deaf culture is a culture that nobody really explores into but deaf culture intrests me and I wish to be fluent in sign language it might take a while but I feel that everyone should know sign language the ammount of deaf people right now are few but in years to come this number will skyy rocket! As a doctor I know I only have a good seven years..but in this short time I hope I can be as culturaly sensitive as possable :) not just asian cultures but all cultures :)
Morals everyone has it but who upholds it?someone who can uphold their morals no matter what that kind of person I admire..the kind of person who fights for what the believe in even if it means they have to sacrifice everything..I really wish I can be that kind of person theirs a quote...it says god puts some people in your life to test you and once the test is over you will never see it again the results of the test could change everything though....a girl came into my life to test me a girl that reminds me a bit of myself depending on others..but once she gave me the test to test if I uphold my morals I ran so fast from my morals and then master insits that I break another moral..no matter how much convinivng I try master is stuck on his decision
Am I really doing the right thing? I can't do my exams with lingering thoughts..:/
If master ever fell in love with that creep girl again its game over for me...I wonder where fate shall bring us will I follow. My morals?will master fall in love again? Does fate even exsisit?
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Candy
I've been sending sublimial messages in all my post but I never really wondered if master received all the messages sometimes the messages were important..sometimes they were stupid and sometimes they were creepy but all the times it came from my heart some of the messages are stuff I really wish to tell master..
But anyways
Today me and master expirenced a new level of trust in our relationship! I feel that your computer pictures can tell a lot about you a lot a lot a lot for exsample! If you collect a lot of pictures of cars one can infer that you like cars! I wanted master to get to know me on a deeper level I wanted him to see things I like and things I've saved and allllllll my creepy emberasing pictures! I wanted him to get a closer deeper look into kitty he has a far way to go but it will go one step at a time :)master also saw my mom today :o I admit I could have shut off my cammera and hid my screen better but ir really didn't care much if master saw my mom and he expirenced me convosating with my mom dad and twin! He got to see multiple faces of me in a short time span I hope he really took this in..master hasent finished viewing all my pictures but its alright it doesn't matter
I've told master a couple stories about my childhood and about my past I hope he was listening..these stories will all connect soon when master discovers how I tick how I function why I function like this and other such stuff thhat shall be important later in the future when he wishes to mold me
Have you ever played with hard clay? It is hard to make shapes and certinily not fun! I feel that to mold someone they need to be "soft clay "soft clay is someone who is adaptable,stable,desirably young thus it is easier to adapt to conditions and NON resistant toward molding! But even if you have soft clay esentially the clay is useless unless you can keep it from going hard it needs to be cared for away from sunlight and heat if the clay is not taken care of the "soft clay" will go hard quickly..
I can compare bdsm to so many items...I feel that by comparing it to items I will become more equipt to do my job as
A slave perfectly and wonderfully in the future I actually find comparisons everyday! Lol someties the comparisons suck and sometimes its really good..like a hit or miss game!
Today I was a bit sad but none of my friends could cheer me up I didn't smile for abouttt oneee hour! And then master skyyple called me and inwithin seconds I started smiling :o!
Master has been skyping a lot more with me I am so happy!
Master says I am a weird girl I really like puzzles and things that will increase my brains ability..like on my phone I have a lot of mindgames and what not stupid things I never have time to play..rofl I solved my cube a couple times and then I realised I should be using the time to program my calculator :o what kind of person programs a calculator tsk tsk tskk lol
Today I was on masters collarme profile and he wrote about me :o oh wow and he's also into trannys? Wtf? Susspicioussssss rofl loljk(ish) rofl :p
When I'm with master I feel something strange..I really cant describe how I feel...its a hard feelung to describe I just feel like serving and giving up everything to him master says he womt control me financialy yet but I feel if I did have a job id want him too control me financialy I reall do want to give up everything
Master is sick..i really wish I was there to check if he has a fever and stay up all night to see if hes ok...and in the morning when he wakes ill have chinese soup for him! Master realllly likes soup I hope I learn how to maje soup good lol ill have his mom help me he likes his moms soup he ate six bowls of her soup!
But anyways
Today me and master expirenced a new level of trust in our relationship! I feel that your computer pictures can tell a lot about you a lot a lot a lot for exsample! If you collect a lot of pictures of cars one can infer that you like cars! I wanted master to get to know me on a deeper level I wanted him to see things I like and things I've saved and allllllll my creepy emberasing pictures! I wanted him to get a closer deeper look into kitty he has a far way to go but it will go one step at a time :)master also saw my mom today :o I admit I could have shut off my cammera and hid my screen better but ir really didn't care much if master saw my mom and he expirenced me convosating with my mom dad and twin! He got to see multiple faces of me in a short time span I hope he really took this in..master hasent finished viewing all my pictures but its alright it doesn't matter
I've told master a couple stories about my childhood and about my past I hope he was listening..these stories will all connect soon when master discovers how I tick how I function why I function like this and other such stuff thhat shall be important later in the future when he wishes to mold me
Have you ever played with hard clay? It is hard to make shapes and certinily not fun! I feel that to mold someone they need to be "soft clay "soft clay is someone who is adaptable,stable,desirably young thus it is easier to adapt to conditions and NON resistant toward molding! But even if you have soft clay esentially the clay is useless unless you can keep it from going hard it needs to be cared for away from sunlight and heat if the clay is not taken care of the "soft clay" will go hard quickly..
I can compare bdsm to so many items...I feel that by comparing it to items I will become more equipt to do my job as
A slave perfectly and wonderfully in the future I actually find comparisons everyday! Lol someties the comparisons suck and sometimes its really good..like a hit or miss game!
Today I was a bit sad but none of my friends could cheer me up I didn't smile for abouttt oneee hour! And then master skyyple called me and inwithin seconds I started smiling :o!
Master has been skyping a lot more with me I am so happy!
Master says I am a weird girl I really like puzzles and things that will increase my brains ability..like on my phone I have a lot of mindgames and what not stupid things I never have time to play..rofl I solved my cube a couple times and then I realised I should be using the time to program my calculator :o what kind of person programs a calculator tsk tsk tskk lol
Today I was on masters collarme profile and he wrote about me :o oh wow and he's also into trannys? Wtf? Susspicioussssss rofl loljk(ish) rofl :p
When I'm with master I feel something strange..I really cant describe how I feel...its a hard feelung to describe I just feel like serving and giving up everything to him master says he womt control me financialy yet but I feel if I did have a job id want him too control me financialy I reall do want to give up everything
Master is sick..i really wish I was there to check if he has a fever and stay up all night to see if hes ok...and in the morning when he wakes ill have chinese soup for him! Master realllly likes soup I hope I learn how to maje soup good lol ill have his mom help me he likes his moms soup he ate six bowls of her soup!
Friday, December 24, 2010
Audiophile
Do you know the feeling when you want to sleep butif you sleep it will never come close to reality? That's how I feel now..today I wrote in my X Journal my X journal is a journal that contains all my secrets everytime I have shed a significant amount of tears I write it in the X journal but the X journal also contains people that enter my life people that I feel are signifcant to me I write an entire page about them..containing how we met what their personality is like if they have made me cry yet and my true feelings about them..today in my X journal I wrote about Master theirs so much things I wrote :)
master today told me that he loved me! But it wasn't like how I imagned it in my daydreams *sighs* he dident evn say it romanticly but its alright because he said he wanted to have a limitless love a limitless love is a love that has no deffinition its just two people loving one another its not a couple or a marriage just a mutual feeling that we both love each other..I told some of my bdsm friends about this limitless love and they could not find the beauty in such a love but this kind of love is beautiful its not a love like in the movies its a love better then any movie and its not a love like in the book its a love better then any book!
I wonder if I would fit right in with his family..I know I won't fit in perfect but I know the basic rules!
1. never to give his family members a clock because the mandarin word for clock is simular to the mandarin word for death :o
2. Never write merry christmas cards or thank you cards or any cards in right ink because it carries bad connotations...
3. Never give anyone four flowers because four is connected with death :o but I also will avoid odd numbers because it is a sign of lonliness
4. when I give gifts to use both hands!
5.if we go out for dinner and I get a wet towel I will use it to wipe my hands not my face
Theirs so much hidden rules I'm probboly missing but that's all I can recall :o
For christmas I didn't get that much but I did get a lot of expensive things I got two cars one red buggy and one white toyata the buggy is brand new but the toyota is used its white and ugly -_- I'm jealous of my mom though she gets a BMW not for christmas but for motherdays rawr why couldn't they give me a bmw -_- but its ok my car is cute so I forgive them! I also got some perfume and dr dre headphones worn famously by gdragon in his mv heartbeaker
I also got a chinese cookbook! But why doesn't it have chow mein :( mmm..by the time I meet master I'm gonna be a chinese cooking master juuuust like that one asian drama...
Me and master were playing a tic tac toe game where you had to focous on the picture as a whole but if you view the picture as a half and not a whole you will lose the game (like I did) while I was playing I thought that looking at the whole of situations is important like in bdsm if you want to mold your sub you have to look at your sub as a whole you just can't focous on one aspect and ignore others if you do that you will think that your doing a great job molding your sub but in reality by doing that somewhere you are ignoring is going wrong master has the ability to look at situations as a whole since he can look as a whole I'm confident he will do a great job molding me to his definition of the perfect sub :)
master today told me that he loved me! But it wasn't like how I imagned it in my daydreams *sighs* he dident evn say it romanticly but its alright because he said he wanted to have a limitless love a limitless love is a love that has no deffinition its just two people loving one another its not a couple or a marriage just a mutual feeling that we both love each other..I told some of my bdsm friends about this limitless love and they could not find the beauty in such a love but this kind of love is beautiful its not a love like in the movies its a love better then any movie and its not a love like in the book its a love better then any book!
I wonder if I would fit right in with his family..I know I won't fit in perfect but I know the basic rules!
1. never to give his family members a clock because the mandarin word for clock is simular to the mandarin word for death :o
2. Never write merry christmas cards or thank you cards or any cards in right ink because it carries bad connotations...
3. Never give anyone four flowers because four is connected with death :o but I also will avoid odd numbers because it is a sign of lonliness
4. when I give gifts to use both hands!
5.if we go out for dinner and I get a wet towel I will use it to wipe my hands not my face
Theirs so much hidden rules I'm probboly missing but that's all I can recall :o
For christmas I didn't get that much but I did get a lot of expensive things I got two cars one red buggy and one white toyata the buggy is brand new but the toyota is used its white and ugly -_- I'm jealous of my mom though she gets a BMW not for christmas but for motherdays rawr why couldn't they give me a bmw -_- but its ok my car is cute so I forgive them! I also got some perfume and dr dre headphones worn famously by gdragon in his mv heartbeaker
I also got a chinese cookbook! But why doesn't it have chow mein :( mmm..by the time I meet master I'm gonna be a chinese cooking master juuuust like that one asian drama...
Me and master were playing a tic tac toe game where you had to focous on the picture as a whole but if you view the picture as a half and not a whole you will lose the game (like I did) while I was playing I thought that looking at the whole of situations is important like in bdsm if you want to mold your sub you have to look at your sub as a whole you just can't focous on one aspect and ignore others if you do that you will think that your doing a great job molding your sub but in reality by doing that somewhere you are ignoring is going wrong master has the ability to look at situations as a whole since he can look as a whole I'm confident he will do a great job molding me to his definition of the perfect sub :)
Chains
Sadly my assignment on the ten things I want to change about myself is not done it is hard to think of ten things if I am rather content with myself the hardest catagory is the personality catagory but since I have not yet finished the assignment instead I decided to blog about what I consider the perfect sub it is hard to be perfect but it doesn't hurt to try to do the best you can! Theirs a quote and it says "shoot for the moon and you'll land among the stars" well something like that I want to strive my best
Some people believe in perfection and many people don't I believe in perfection
Perfect slave
A perfect slave can endure a vast amount of tourment without using her safe word she can endure so much because her ultimate goal is to please master by keeping this ultimate goal in mind the slave should be able to endure humiliating,painful or long periods of denial for master
A perfect slave does not grumble or complain when given a task or an assignment instead she does it to the best of her ablities not all tasks are easy some tasks can be quite troublesome or annoying but the perfect slave does not complain about how annoying it is instead she finds the best way to please her master
A perfect slave will be waiting for master at the front door naked kneeled with her head high up and he collar on she is waiting at the door eager to please master and also greet master
A perfect slave has no holes that are out of boundry for master to use as long as master gets pleasure from using the holes the slave doesn't mind
A perfect slave will accept her punnishment simply without if ands or butts if she has done something wrong she will simply accept it and get whatever materials master desires to punnish her and after the punnishment if it can be done the slave will correct her error
A perfect slave will also perform her orders without questions,excueses or hesitations
A perfect slave should be able to trust her master with her all her heart and all her soul trust is fundimental in this relationship without the ability to trust master it is impossable to get anywhere near close to a perfect slave
A perfect slave is willing to sacrifice something she has to master because master desires it
A perfect slave has nothing because her master has everything if she wants something she must go to master and ask for it
A perfect slave can easily be molded into what master desires like soft clay
Being a perfect slave will not happen in a week or two it takes time a master has to gently care for his slave and in time with his careful molding and guidance a somewhat near perfect slave will emerge
Some people believe in perfection and many people don't I believe in perfection
Perfect slave
A perfect slave can endure a vast amount of tourment without using her safe word she can endure so much because her ultimate goal is to please master by keeping this ultimate goal in mind the slave should be able to endure humiliating,painful or long periods of denial for master
A perfect slave does not grumble or complain when given a task or an assignment instead she does it to the best of her ablities not all tasks are easy some tasks can be quite troublesome or annoying but the perfect slave does not complain about how annoying it is instead she finds the best way to please her master
A perfect slave will be waiting for master at the front door naked kneeled with her head high up and he collar on she is waiting at the door eager to please master and also greet master
A perfect slave has no holes that are out of boundry for master to use as long as master gets pleasure from using the holes the slave doesn't mind
A perfect slave will accept her punnishment simply without if ands or butts if she has done something wrong she will simply accept it and get whatever materials master desires to punnish her and after the punnishment if it can be done the slave will correct her error
A perfect slave will also perform her orders without questions,excueses or hesitations
A perfect slave should be able to trust her master with her all her heart and all her soul trust is fundimental in this relationship without the ability to trust master it is impossable to get anywhere near close to a perfect slave
A perfect slave is willing to sacrifice something she has to master because master desires it
A perfect slave has nothing because her master has everything if she wants something she must go to master and ask for it
A perfect slave can easily be molded into what master desires like soft clay
Being a perfect slave will not happen in a week or two it takes time a master has to gently care for his slave and in time with his careful molding and guidance a somewhat near perfect slave will emerge
Soy Milk
some people say you only learn to appreciate things after it ended and I was reflectng on that and it is so true..theirs so many things I dont apprciate untill its gone but I want to appreciate master as much as i can so today
I was thinking...but the question is will master appreciate me while the time lasts? ;)
But I was thinking
master is like a fread dough stick veary simple but so wondefull :D
but if you eat the dough stick with soy milk it creats a wonderful taste
me and master are like fried dough sticks and soy milk :)
Maybe a year ago i watched a drama it was not a popular drama but it still touched my heart in the drama the girl was dying but she kept a dairy of everything she wanted to do in life before she died it contained stupid things such as drinking and going on roller coaster's and what not and on day the doctors told her boyfriend that she had only one day left to live and she is going to die almost immediately after that one day has passed so the boyfriend stole her diary and copied everything down and the next day he did everything that she wanted to do before she died and their was some things she could not do due to her medical condition such things were like drinking so instead of drinking alchoal they drinked sparkling grape juice but he put it in a beer she had about 100 things she wanted to do and in the end she got all hundred things done..But I was thinking if i only had one day to spend with master what would i do? I originally had a big list of things but decided to cut it down to a realistic amount of things i could do in one day along with the most important things i would want to do
Warning:Some of these items are essentially couple items that couples do together me and master do not have a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship but instead a strong master/slave bond so I felt that the things in the list could be done I hope his girlfriend wont mind ;)
;) sorry can't explain too much with this picture use ur imagination ;)
I want to watch the sunset together it doesn't even have to be on a beach as long as we are together it should be great
I want to make shadows together late at night I can do a preatttyyy good bird! I can also do a random monster that eats everything ;) I guess my shadow creativity is a tad bit limited :o
Making people jealous of our amazing love at the mall :D haha we will hold hands and giggle a lot hah *sighs*
I want to get our ears pieced together! This is an industrial it would not suit me but it will surely suit master
I want to have a water gun fight!!!!! Woo ill bring my super soaker watergun! I bet they sell hello kitty waterguns mmmm...
I want to paint together :) a beautiful painting but I'm not much of a painter :o
I want to play video games together! I am not good with most video games..I am good at the hello kitty video game and also race car games..well mm
I want to blow bubbles together :D hehehe yayy bubbles
Skinny dipping! In the pool late at night haha itl be so fun I just hope nobody sees
I want master to wear these pajamas master can be the tiger and ill be pikachu!
I want to eat a small serving of chow mein together!
more pajamas...just because...
I want to make this heart in starbucks me and master would make such a cutee heart :D
mmm................::D :D :D :D IMAGINATION TIME :D
I want to do karoke with master! Ill surely win hahahahha!
I also want to sing karaoke with master!! :D ah I am a kareoke superstar ! I can beat master anytime!
I want to slow dance with master i dont know how to slow dance i might fumble a lot...but as long as i follow master lead itl be great :D
i want to make oragami roses but only purple roses because i heard if you fold 1000 purple roses and give it to your love the gods will bless your love..but we dont need to fold 1000..we are not in love or anything its just fun :D
I want to make chocolate together we will get all sticky and chocolatlyy hehe itl be fun but i dont like to eat a lot of chocolate so itl be good if we get chocolate molds so we can make like six three for master and three for me! but idk..if its good master might find one of his chocolates missing *giggles*
I want us to cook breakfest together! Something like omlets or what not
after our loong day is over i am going to be exhusted master must carry me on his back like a piggy back ride while hes carrying me ill whisper cute things in his ears
I want to make sure that we capture our whole day in pictures :D I love self cam pictures it is a lot of fun but idkk...i dont like this picture maybe its because i dont like donghae..mmm its weird i can name a lot of boys but not a single girl :o
I want master to kiss me like this is the last kiss he will ever receive in like 10 million jillion years i want a pasionate intimate kiss im sick of internet kisses :o
COUPLE T SHIRTS oK...SO We are not really a couple..but we can pretend? itl be soo cute we have to be matching head to toe
Today is christmas eve :D
so in the christmas eve spirts I drew a picture! my drawing skills are poor extremly poor..to be honest I really wanted to get master a gift for christmas but I doubt that he would have trusted me with his adress I had the best gift picked out :O It was a little expensive because but it would have fit him perfectly *sighs* maybe the next holiday :d
but anywayss my picture!
OOk...so I originally wasnt going to put chinese on there but then it looked so plain :O so i googled somee traditional chinese and it was super super supppper hard and then i googled some simplified chinese and it was justt super hard..:O it supposodly says merry christmas but then again..i didnt follow stroke order well -__- writing in marker is so stresfull! and the white things around my cat is xiaxue(snow) ^_^
my cat is from hello kitty her name is My melody
dont you think it looks a little like my melody :O?
my friends wasnt sure what kind of creepy creature i drew :O lol
but since we are talking about hello kitty i tried on a kimono! yayyy kimonos :D i looked alrightttttttt......I tried on a dark blue and a light pink one anyways I think my kimono bow looks like hello kitty bow what do you think?
Master said he doesnt want me fangirling at anyyy boys other then him
I wonder if master got used to my fangirling over him...i think at first me fangirling for him was awkward like wtf..why is she so excited and happy all i did was yawn but then soon he got used to the ideea of a girl who will always pay atention to you and think everything you do is cute rofl..mmm master hasent given me permission to fangirl over him so im still keeping it to a minimum
Master said...when he thinks of molding me he gets fuzyy and dizzyheaded mmmm.....:O
Update on the creep who i am "close friends with" she is STUPID Who in the world throws away friends like items..'OHHH i dont think i can talk to you because of your personality idk maybe if i want to il talk to you in a few months alright?" hahah it took soo much out of me to be civil i was pretty good to her i was a stranger and treated her kindly with hugs and warmth its sad because when she is "ready" to talk to me i wont be there and neighter will master i prey that when i get old I continue treating everyone nicely and not treating them like items to use and abuse
so whenever master says kitty we need to talk the first thing i think is oh god he doesnt want me anymore :O like what would i do without master? i would miss him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much :o because i would miss him so much i must make sure i try extra hard to be the best kitty i can be :D and if that means not talking to a creep then thats how it will be
I was thinking...but the question is will master appreciate me while the time lasts? ;)
But I was thinking
master is like a fread dough stick veary simple but so wondefull :D
but if you eat the dough stick with soy milk it creats a wonderful taste
me and master are like fried dough sticks and soy milk :)
Maybe a year ago i watched a drama it was not a popular drama but it still touched my heart in the drama the girl was dying but she kept a dairy of everything she wanted to do in life before she died it contained stupid things such as drinking and going on roller coaster's and what not and on day the doctors told her boyfriend that she had only one day left to live and she is going to die almost immediately after that one day has passed so the boyfriend stole her diary and copied everything down and the next day he did everything that she wanted to do before she died and their was some things she could not do due to her medical condition such things were like drinking so instead of drinking alchoal they drinked sparkling grape juice but he put it in a beer she had about 100 things she wanted to do and in the end she got all hundred things done..But I was thinking if i only had one day to spend with master what would i do? I originally had a big list of things but decided to cut it down to a realistic amount of things i could do in one day along with the most important things i would want to do
Warning:Some of these items are essentially couple items that couples do together me and master do not have a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship but instead a strong master/slave bond so I felt that the things in the list could be done I hope his girlfriend wont mind ;)
;) sorry can't explain too much with this picture use ur imagination ;)
I want to watch the sunset together it doesn't even have to be on a beach as long as we are together it should be great
I want to make shadows together late at night I can do a preatttyyy good bird! I can also do a random monster that eats everything ;) I guess my shadow creativity is a tad bit limited :o
Making people jealous of our amazing love at the mall :D haha we will hold hands and giggle a lot hah *sighs*
I want to get our ears pieced together! This is an industrial it would not suit me but it will surely suit master
I want to have a water gun fight!!!!! Woo ill bring my super soaker watergun! I bet they sell hello kitty waterguns mmmm...
I want to paint together :) a beautiful painting but I'm not much of a painter :o
I want to play video games together! I am not good with most video games..I am good at the hello kitty video game and also race car games..well mm
I want to blow bubbles together :D hehehe yayy bubbles
Skinny dipping! In the pool late at night haha itl be so fun I just hope nobody sees
I want master to wear these pajamas master can be the tiger and ill be pikachu!
I want to eat a small serving of chow mein together!
more pajamas...just because...
I want to make this heart in starbucks me and master would make such a cutee heart :D
mmm................::D :D :D :D IMAGINATION TIME :D
I want to do karoke with master! Ill surely win hahahahha!
I also want to sing karaoke with master!! :D ah I am a kareoke superstar ! I can beat master anytime!
I want to slow dance with master i dont know how to slow dance i might fumble a lot...but as long as i follow master lead itl be great :D
i want to make oragami roses but only purple roses because i heard if you fold 1000 purple roses and give it to your love the gods will bless your love..but we dont need to fold 1000..we are not in love or anything its just fun :D
I want to make chocolate together we will get all sticky and chocolatlyy hehe itl be fun but i dont like to eat a lot of chocolate so itl be good if we get chocolate molds so we can make like six three for master and three for me! but idk..if its good master might find one of his chocolates missing *giggles*
I want us to cook breakfest together! Something like omlets or what not
after our loong day is over i am going to be exhusted master must carry me on his back like a piggy back ride while hes carrying me ill whisper cute things in his ears
I want to make sure that we capture our whole day in pictures :D I love self cam pictures it is a lot of fun but idkk...i dont like this picture maybe its because i dont like donghae..mmm its weird i can name a lot of boys but not a single girl :o
I want master to kiss me like this is the last kiss he will ever receive in like 10 million jillion years i want a pasionate intimate kiss im sick of internet kisses :o
COUPLE T SHIRTS oK...SO We are not really a couple..but we can pretend? itl be soo cute we have to be matching head to toe
Today is christmas eve :D
so in the christmas eve spirts I drew a picture! my drawing skills are poor extremly poor..to be honest I really wanted to get master a gift for christmas but I doubt that he would have trusted me with his adress I had the best gift picked out :O It was a little expensive because but it would have fit him perfectly *sighs* maybe the next holiday :d
but anywayss my picture!
OOk...so I originally wasnt going to put chinese on there but then it looked so plain :O so i googled somee traditional chinese and it was super super supppper hard and then i googled some simplified chinese and it was justt super hard..:O it supposodly says merry christmas but then again..i didnt follow stroke order well -__- writing in marker is so stresfull! and the white things around my cat is xiaxue(snow) ^_^
my cat is from hello kitty her name is My melody
dont you think it looks a little like my melody :O?
my friends wasnt sure what kind of creepy creature i drew :O lol
but since we are talking about hello kitty i tried on a kimono! yayyy kimonos :D i looked alrightttttttt......I tried on a dark blue and a light pink one anyways I think my kimono bow looks like hello kitty bow what do you think?
Master said he doesnt want me fangirling at anyyy boys other then him
I wonder if master got used to my fangirling over him...i think at first me fangirling for him was awkward like wtf..why is she so excited and happy all i did was yawn but then soon he got used to the ideea of a girl who will always pay atention to you and think everything you do is cute rofl..mmm master hasent given me permission to fangirl over him so im still keeping it to a minimum
Master said...when he thinks of molding me he gets fuzyy and dizzyheaded mmmm.....:O
Update on the creep who i am "close friends with" she is STUPID Who in the world throws away friends like items..'OHHH i dont think i can talk to you because of your personality idk maybe if i want to il talk to you in a few months alright?" hahah it took soo much out of me to be civil i was pretty good to her i was a stranger and treated her kindly with hugs and warmth its sad because when she is "ready" to talk to me i wont be there and neighter will master i prey that when i get old I continue treating everyone nicely and not treating them like items to use and abuse
so whenever master says kitty we need to talk the first thing i think is oh god he doesnt want me anymore :O like what would i do without master? i would miss him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much :o because i would miss him so much i must make sure i try extra hard to be the best kitty i can be :D and if that means not talking to a creep then thats how it will be
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Ai
Ostomggggg I fell in love!!! Ok master told me not to fell in love but omgggg *super fan girl squeel* so I was bored and decided to order chinese food! So I try this new place up and a boy answers about my age and his voice sounded like yoseob from BTST when he speaks english which is suppperr cuteee aweeeeeeeeee! ! *omggg super fan gir squeel* omg omg omg! *fan girls for. Along time* anyways while talking to him he asked if I was ok I hope he didn't notice :o but we started chatting (bad me) and he's bad at math and is patient :) awee so thennn after I hung up I was excited to meet him and eat my chinese food rofl yayyy chow mein! Soo heheh I imagined he looked like
jay park
or mike he
or lee hong ki
or teyang
or onew..
ok ok I'm done naming boys....but when he came he looked like JYP :o and it was the same boy :/ *sighs* How depressing :/ i had high hopes
A lot of my posts are vanilla :o the next post will surely be un vanilla! -_- I just need to finish my new years resolution asignment ugh where does master come up with these hard assigments (-_-) maybe he should be a professor he would enjoy it I think! I miss master :o but its ok bc whenever I think about him I giggle :p
I collect quotes...kinda so when I'm sad I tell myself some quotes..my favoriate quote (containse curse words )
"Stop waiting for little boys to verify wether you are the shit or not bitch if you are the shit you are the mother fucking shit"
Why do I like a quote with soo much curses :o I used to actually care what other people thought about me espicialy boys! But now I really don't care I don't need a guy to tell me I'm so beautiful every other second I KNOW I'm beautiful
I think a girrl having confidence like that is hot plus you can't be a bimbo without confidence and a great pair of legs ;)
jay park
or mike he
or lee hong ki
or teyang
or onew..
ok ok I'm done naming boys....but when he came he looked like JYP :o and it was the same boy :/ *sighs* How depressing :/ i had high hopes
A lot of my posts are vanilla :o the next post will surely be un vanilla! -_- I just need to finish my new years resolution asignment ugh where does master come up with these hard assigments (-_-) maybe he should be a professor he would enjoy it I think! I miss master :o but its ok bc whenever I think about him I giggle :p
I collect quotes...kinda so when I'm sad I tell myself some quotes..my favoriate quote (containse curse words )
"Stop waiting for little boys to verify wether you are the shit or not bitch if you are the shit you are the mother fucking shit"
Why do I like a quote with soo much curses :o I used to actually care what other people thought about me espicialy boys! But now I really don't care I don't need a guy to tell me I'm so beautiful every other second I KNOW I'm beautiful
I think a girrl having confidence like that is hot plus you can't be a bimbo without confidence and a great pair of legs ;)
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