Axiom

Today has really been the first time where I have sat down and looked at all of my blog posts.
It was really weird, seeing my sturggles and my happiness over the last few months.
I was ashamed of my writing, so ashamed that I never wanted to write!
My first assigment was just blahhh and so was the second and third, untill one day I got tired of master calling my writing garbage.
Lol that was intresting to read, I read my emotional distress about writing and my sturggles learning to write!~
Now months later my writing isn't better, but it has passed the garbage stage!
I try to write or read about writing everyday!~
The best pratices for my writing are the assignments, because it requires a deeper level of thinking.
Master quoted my assignment cuckquean often today, he loved it so much.
Cuckquean was the first assignment I felt I expressed my emotions in a clear way.
With small editing and better word choice It would be a really good thing to post in another forum like fetlife or cm profile journal!~
Since masters birthday is coming up and I am slowly feeling better about my writing and myself every passing dayy!
I decided to write a assigment everyday leading up to his birthday!~
Kinda like an advent calander and then the night before his birthday..I will release what I concider to be the best more anticipated assignment :D
I've been doing a bit of studies to make sure this is good!~
I am not sure why I work so hard on masters present..
If I had just sent him a present he would be happy
But I do many things :D
I like that about me..I don't limit myself!~
Master has a girl for a birthday fuck
At first I was jealous
So jealous I would implode
Then I was sad so jealous I cried
And then I was mad so mad I thought my face was a chili pepper!
And for a longg time I was numb..
I was reading,replying and chatting but I felt like nothing
I regained emotions and decided my emotion was happy!
I want to atleast try out cuckquean if I hate it and I don't want to do it
Then me and master can discuss who knows I might love it!~~~~~~
Master won't find another girl like me, I'm not a easy pick
So I don't get worried about him losing intrest :)
Now I just want his happiness!~
I tried to make blessings for master I had blessings of happiness..blahh
Happy master
Happy cock
Happy balah blahh
Etc. Why so much happiness!~~
Before I met master, he wasn't happy with his girlfriend.. no happiness alloweed!
Now everyday I hear him say he is happy, I brung a happiness to him
I can't wait to bring more!~ happiness+warmth+boobies+simpleness!~+ bentos+chowmeinss+cuckqueaning things+ girls for him to fuck...aggghh endlessless list
Master found happiness in kittys world of simplicity, simply bringing happiness not for her personal gain but just because of love
But kitty also was able to learn something from master
Learning to never give up, to stop writing garbage!~~ learning to seek education in Masters complex world, I am not yet competent, but I am confident that I won't give up :)
Before Master, I never worte essays for fun!
Now everyday I write essays, 2 pages min, its not a drag but rather enjoyable
I enjoy the most when I write pages for assignments!~ letting my submissive mind go crazy :)
Today I did something crazy
I typed up 14 (unfinished) pages of vocabulary :o
Wahhhhhh and then I have to retype into my flashcard set oh joyz!~
Inspiration, by my master :D