Nine yards

When your little parents always say don't judge a book by its cover but you look at the cover of a book and automaticly. Judge it well today I judged someone based on discription i knew this girl was a bit crazy and stalkerish and when she messaged me I was like ughhh but while talking to her she wasn't bad it was actually fun really fun I laughed a lot...but I always laugh a lot it turned out this girl and I have nothing in common but we both just happen to be lonely rofl we talked for about seven hours on skype! The girl was a bit bland not bland but her personality seems quiet dull compared to my over excited personality I learned a lot from her and I hope she learned a lot from me during one point in our conversation she started crying so I rushed over and got out my corny jokes! I told her a few jokes and she smiled my corny jokes really do come in handy :) the problem I found with the girl is that she expects to have fun but doesn't. Want to start the fun she is expecting the other person to iniate the fun enviroment but in reality u can make anything fun I like to think of life as a game..but at the end of the game everyone dies but let's not think about the end of the game rofl but in this game basic things give u prizes so I always rase people down the stairs many times without telling them rofl and I just make up my own games whatever goes goes! At the end of out convo the girl said she concidered me one of her close friends :) cool new friends rock!
I never really thought much about my personality but I am really happy I have this kind of personality even if it means I always get friendblocked..oh crap frogot the word..for only friends :p
I am really grateful for everything big and small words can't describe how I feel when I get a text from master or how fast my heart beats when I hear that sign on to skype message rofl 90% of the time it isn't master :(
Master said he is confident and really happy and thinks he can go the full nine yards with me..full nine yards?I hope it doesn't include more internet kissing..
I wish master lived in my city :( I could visist and all that good stuff we would be besttttt friendsss!
Maybe not best friends but prettyyy close ;)
Master is really nice I am a really simple person I only wanted a chow mein recipie from master getting that would make me soo happy but he wants to find me something else..I really don't understand he really has not caused me any trouble.but hahah If I got the chow mein recipie i would make the best chow mein ever! itl fit riight in during thanksgiving mmm I wonder if it can survive without me eating all of it but heyyyy if chow mein fails mochi always saves the day!
I blog more that I'm on break I hope master doesn't mind!

Master says he likes to hug his brother....

Aweee don't you think boys hugging boys are soo cute :)!!!!!!!
I love boy hugging boys but it has to be a full on hug but not a gay hug..or a groping hug!
Well..in this picture the shortest one is a girl..but its alright she was playing a boyy character so that counts right?
hug

Super kitty

Buying noodles for chow mein $2.50
Buying a hello kitty stuff animal $10.50
Talking to master for one hour priceless!

I talked to master for one hour he cut his hair :o he looks like li jun jie a little bit now! Li jun jie is my new favoriate crush!!! Omgg I love his songs *fangirl squeel* its a bit rare for me to like cpop only because a lot of the cpop sounds like annoying japanese music...we've alll heard some annoying high pitch girly japanese song I find that morning musume produces these annoying songs in MASS bulk!! But anyways..I like li jun jie voice its soo perfect and his songs are so meaningful and perfect *sighs* I've listened to all the songs he produced :o now I need to sub my favoriate ones :p I knoww only loosers sub songs...
Today I think I did pretttyy good with fangirling :) master still noticed a little bit but in my defence he was looking reallly rreallly reallly hot..mmm I think he purposly give me super hot looks *nods*
in my last blog post I said I would ask master about a boyfriend well I poped the question!
And master said no at first I was a little sad but then after thinking about it I am the kind of person who gets easily attached if I had a boyfriend and he really loved me it would be hard for me to let go but I think the main reason master said no is because he would miss my fangirling and that look of pure joy and excitement when I look at him haha mmm. Or maybeeee the reason he said no is because he likes me!!! :D :D :D not that I'm excited or anything..............
Master sent me an email about twodays ago and he said he wanted me to be his center priority at the time I was really excited to have read that but after thinking on it...his center priotiy would be his girlfriend :o
But its all cool while he's with his girlfriend he won't ask me for kisses I gave master mannyy mannny mannny kisses yesterday oh my :o I still need to pratice :( here's my general thought patern when master wants a kiss

*oh no!!!! Did I pratice kissing?
A kiss from me???
Maybe he's joking
Oh no he's legit!
Awwee he looks soo cute
Awwee I just want to squeesee his cute littlee cheecks
Focous!!! He needs a kiss
Awwweee he's toooo cuteeeeee
Awee did u see that he winked!!!

In short I get distracted by random cute things..even his serious face is cute!
But his sad face isn't cute :(but its ok when he's sad ill always be here to cheer him up!
Kittyyy to the rescue!

Star falling from the sky

Have you ever played the trust game? The game where you have to trust that the person behind you will catch you from falling? I played it once when I was younger I played it with a boy I liked he smiled and told me that he will most deffinitly catch me so I smiled and put all my trust in him but when I was falling he got distracted and never catched me soon after that I broke up with him and never played that stupid game again but life is sorta like that game you blindly open your heart. and blindly trust people not quite knowing if that person is going to. Catch you...because of my personality I have been fooled and manipulated quite a bit I am a simple girl that thinks in black and white I believe that deep down everyone really is good inside deep deep deep down even hitler in one point mightve been a good person but a good exsample is their was a man who murdered these two children parents and this made the children become orphans but every year on their birthday and christmas the children would receive gifts from him he never signed his name or left a note but he gave them expensive lavish gifts years later the children found out that the gifts were from the man..I know stories don't happen like that often but it still makes me believe that deep down everyone isn't bad :)
Bdsm is kinda like the trust game the slave must put all her trust to fall into the masters arm and the master needs to trust in himself that he can surely catch the slave.. but if the slave can't trust the master enough to fall the game will never start...
I'm ready to fall I hope I get caught

Fate is slowly bringing us together

THE FOLLOWING POST IS STRICTLY VANILLA!

Today I met four Japanese boys for school :) they were soooo cute omg I am pretty sure my heart skipped a couple beats I asked the boys if it i could post a picture on my blog and they said yes they seemed really happy to be on the blog!
I am going to take that as a sign as they love me <3 :)
Master can get a girlfriend maybe i shall get a boyfriend mm...
master doesnt have any intrest in me a boyfriend would be nice
I wonder if he would allow me deffinitly going to bring that up later!


Anyways here are the Asian boys



left to right
tomo,yata,hiro,yuuki

That is ther nicknames I froget their real names sorry :O
I reallly like Hiro he has long hair and small eyes wayy cute :D

but yata is in the business management and he is getting his master degree he is 25 i like him a lot his english is sketchyyyy but he seems cool..

tomo kun I just want to squeese his little cheeckss *fan girl face*

yuuki...he was lame...

I really like asians and asain culture I find it really intresting to say the least I visited japan and went to many historical places it was extremly intresting I Learned a lot about the japanese culture during my stay in japan but i also relised that i wasnt to learn about other asian cultures like korea and taiwan and china etc. I study japanese at school it is hard sometimes i regret not dropping out rofl
this summer i am going to learn chinese i hope to learn about the chinese culture and language although im certain that the kanji will kill me :p
Although I like the asian culture my room does NOT look like this

Oh god no i am far from obsessed with the culture anime and manga the last anime i watched was maybe a year ago and it was a medical series and the last manga i read was also a medical series pretty good :D I am more into watching japanese/korean/taiwanese/chinese dramas like

This is iryu team medical dragon it is a great medical series!

And this is one litre of tears another great medical series every year around christmas time I watch this movie this movie is a true story and has truly changed my life forever

But that said no my room is not crazy and filled of anime and i do not dress up like crazy anime people everyday or pretend that i am a dog or a cat or any furry thingy in fact my room is quite boring a lot of medical books lol but I do have a lot of magazines i subscribe to..Bazzar,seventeen,teen vouge,vouge,scientific american,nylon,self,time
so my shelves look a bit like this


today i dressed up nice because i knew that the asian boys were coming :) so i wore a nice pair of heels and did my hair nicely and wore a short dress and put on makeup when i arrived at school i walked in my heels like a bimbo and also elegantly i got a couple cat calls from guys and boys that never noticed me suddenly noticed me :o I wonder if i should look nice everyday rofl one day i want to dress up and show master how beautiful i am :D but if i did that i cant take responcibility when he falls in love :p lolloljkjkjk

master sometimes disapears for days on end and sometimes i wonder if he ditched me or something but whenever i start to really miss him he always sends me a text sometimes it is just a :D but big message or small message it always makes me day
I wonder how he does it..I wonder how he has me wrapped around his fingers when he is barely even around? a usual sub would cheat on him a lONG time ago like maybe after the first essay but like 4 assignments later i am still doing strong!

master assignend me a project but i have a problem with the project >_< rawr i shouldn't have waited to the last week to do it rawr i wonder if he give alternative assignments...

oatmeal

Its been a long time since I have posted!!!
I have been a bit sick I stayed home from school due to sickness and now I feel a lot better :) when I was sick master texted me and said take care of your body get well soon love...mmm I wonder if he ment love as in a person?or love as in I love you orr love as in love master :o *ponders* rofl jkjkish I have a lot. Of things on my mind sooo much my head feels like it might implode! So I decided to post the most important things that are on my mind to relieve some stress off of my mind!souds good?alright!



I was thinking if graduating early is the best option

Pro
Master MIGHT be in fl and I could live with him yay
I can start on the long road to being a doctor
Miami duhh!
Lots of college parties and drinking and fun stuff
54 percent chance of going to ucla (an average)

Cons
Master might not be in fl
School might be extra hard
Miami might suck bc idk spanish
Might not go to collage parties due to studying
Might live in the library like master rofl jkkish......
roomated :( awkwarddd!
Can not go to ucla

Or
Stay in highschool one more year and become a lpn (licensed pratical nurse)

Pro
I would have a carrer after I graduate
Can make 20 a hour in california for lpn
Can make 17 a hour in florida for lpn
Which Can easily help pay bills or anything master needs/wants
With the extra money coming through I can get implants faster!
Education to be a lpn is free! Compared to people paying thosands to be a lpn
With a career masters family/friends might be able to accept our age gap

Con
I don't want to be a nurse forever
if master stays in fl I can't live with him
Its hard!
Theirs 10 credits of prerequiste college courses fml
Might not get into program
It is time consuming

Ahh idk a lot on my mind! I finnally finished my bimbo post but now I'm nervous to post it :s rawr these writing assigments are so nerve wrecking
I put together my christmas list for my parents :p after looking at it today the cheepest item was 450 rofl I guess they miss the old days. Where all I wanted was hello kitty stuff
Master is going to china next weeek :) I hope it snows! I'm happy he's gonna be with his family for christmas he's wayy to stressed
Idk. Why but its still hard for me to kiss :o *sighs* I. Need to learn fast cuz master always want kisses!

Ooohhh! Maybe master will go to the water cube in bejing! I hope he doesn't go because I want to go!!!

What’s Wal-Mart? Do they like make walls there?

Bimbos






Mental
Bimbos need to think walk act and talk like a bimbo! Bimbos are very dumb they often don't spell right and make many many many grammar mistakes but they make up for these mistakes by being beautiful.Even if you are the smartest person in the room it is essential that you dumb yourself down.Guys don't want a smart girl they would prefer a dumb one not being dumb might just kill the guys mood.always use SMALL words Here is an ex sample of a email typed by bimbo applying for a job

Deer Sir,

I waunt to apply for the secritary job what I saw in the paper. I can Type real quik wit one finggar and do sum a counting.

I think I am good on the phone and no I am a pepole person, Pepole really seam to respond to me well.

I´m lookin for a Jobb as a secritary but it musent be to complicaited.

I no my spelling is not to good but find that I Offen can get a job thru my persinalety. My salerery is open so we can discus wat you want to pay me and wat you think that I am werth,

I can start imeditely. Thank you in advanse fore yore anser. .

hopifuly Yore best aplicant so farr.


Sinseerly,

Peggy May Starlings
She got the job!

Hair
Hair should be kept long and straight no way would a guy want to look down and see a girl with short hair bobbing back and forth he wants to see long beautiful hair bobbing back and forth.Plus long hair is significantly more attractive!

bleach blonde hair is preferred for the classic bimbo look but darker color hair styles are also becoming popular


Nails
Nails should be done at all times not grown! The nails sould be at least half an inch long And if the nails are french manicured get tips in white or pink it is recommended to use pink tips because it looks dumber.Their is a difference between good looking nails and tacky looking nails some exsamples of tacky nails are





Makeup
Make sure your makeup matches your outfit do not wear dark Gothic makeup with a bright summer dress!If you are wearing lipstick makes sure to go outside of the lips to make the lips appear big this step of course could be skipped if you got collagen injections which is recommended!another alternative is to line your lips with lip pencil and then apply lipstick which would give the lips a more fuller look

clothing





(This can be ordered here http://www.lingerieorder.com/Sexy_Office_Politics_Club_Dress.htm)


One size too small is always what you should keep in mind the clothing should be tight fighting showing a lot of body features skirts must always be short NO exceptions.Never wear panties panties will take longer to remove and thus take longer to please his awaiting "Hot dog"
bimbos need legs that look like they NEED to be touched to achieve this you need to shave or wax your legs.
and wear a sheer stocking the plus to this is now when your wet he will be able to see ur wetness trickle down your leg.Short shorts are also good think daisy duke

(daisy dukes)




Shoes
Heels are essential! in fact it is one of the most important aspect the heels should be about 5" to 6" inch heels at all times this is important part of being a bimbo so be sure to take time to learn how to properly walk in heels it can be rewarding.






How to walk
Getting places quickly is not the main point of walking the main goal is to seduce men just by them looking at you don't be concerned about how slow your walking or how fast your walking be concerned about who is looking at you and your walking etiquette.investing in a butt plug would be a good idea so you can wiggle your hips from side to side here is the propper way to walk in heels taken from
mysexihiheels.com

glide through the foot with a gentle heel, ball, toe step instead of stomping down with the whole foot at once. This is known in some circles as a dancer’s trick and save you from knee injuries or possibly twisted ankles.

While maintaining your perfect posture (chest and butt sticking out, sucking that stomach) keep your head straight and eyes forward, and walk with purpose.

Now with the essentials out of the way, onto your lesson of walking seductively in your high heels. With each step that you take, your foot should crossover and land in front of the other.

Sexual
You must ALWAYS be ready do not wear panties to further increase this readiness.Never start sex you may touch the man but never start the sex he will touch you when he is ready.You are his toy for him go along with any scenario he wants and do NOT blow your fuse before he does if he allows you to blow the fuse.Focus on his enjoyment and pleasure not YOURS some bimbos even cut off their clit to focus on his enjoyment and not their own.


Social
Bimbos need bimbo friends having bimbo friends will allow you to be yourself and learn from other bimbos.


Jobs?
A secretary job is common for bimbos because it requires little work and may include having fun with your boss in his office every once in a while.
But a job at hooters can also be a great idea having big boobs is accepted and wanted at hooters along with wearing tight fitted shorts and tops working at hooters can introduce you to many bimbos and can introduce you men.Hooters offer a swimsuit competition and also a pagent competition and a chance to be on the calander.

Haru Haru

Today master had to talk to me about something serious he had a couple diffrent things to talk to me about which was a bit intresting seeing his view and I was a bit shocked to agree with most if not eveything he was talking about but one thing that got me reallyy annoyed was when master was not sure if I am for real about bdsm or just a phase! Being young sucks its allmost like everyone judges u on age! I am young but act old and my mind is mature and fresh sooo what if I don't use puncuation or spell right when I type online as long as I can type correctly in real then its all goodzzz but whatever it just annoyed me that I went threw soo much hard questions and some boring assigments and he thought that I was a phase kinda girl! No no no! This is real this is a lifestyle this is MY lifestyle and I don't care what society thinks I really like being a sub even if sometimes I'm not good at it and sometimes I froget to speak using kitty


Master wanted to have a girlfriend! Which was fine when i really was not scared of loosing master but i am really scared a girl would disract him and i would loose him forever!im an avergal girl i dont have huge boobs or an OMFG SHES SO SEXY face or body =o i worry that gils like this master would get attached to Girls like lee hyori






so hot even TOP CANT RESIST!


but i let master have a girlfriend i trust he would not leave me :) i am a bit proud that i made that decision it felt like i let go of him...

Master is really going back to china next december I MUST meet him! So while I was thinking about ultra I calculated a few variables regarding cost of ultra vs cost of metro vs cost of master coming for weekend randomly



Ultra 3 days
Train=$40
Three day ultra tickets=$180

hotel=$150 (per night)*
Total=$490


Metrocon
Train=40
tickets=?

Hotel=$140 per night
total=$460 **Price is subject to change*

Random hanging out at amusment parks..
Train=$40
Bush gardens=$77

(bush gardens)
adventure island=$30

Hotel=$119 (per night)
Total=$504

All prices did not include variables such as transportation or food prices and the prices may change!
Which one sounds more fun mm :o