Doublez

I am proud of myself
I did good
Masters birthday week was Great! <3
Master, did not do as much as I did for him
But, on my birthday I felt a strong happiness..
It was in a short less then 30sec recording
but, I felt so happy, can't explain how happy
That happiness, I wanted to reach Master
Being his cuckquean, Ive already made him so happy
but I want to give him that unexplainable happiness..
the kind he can't explain ^_^
I think on a 1-10 scale I think I scored a 10 on giving happiness ^_^
YAYZ ^_^ I'M HAPPY
Happy and exhusted :D
My cuckquean cherry has been POPPED ^_^
WOOW
So this is what happend
Master messaged me a quick message
Fucky time, girl in club!
After he said that something weird happened...
I was super wet, wetter then usual it felt like I was dripping..
I look and i'm SOAKING wet ^_^ woahz
I've never been this wet before I guess their is a first time for everything ^.^
I started thinking about Master kissing this girl, passionatly I was jealous for a few seconds
But I came back to the realization, that I am happy that he can get kisses, and have sex, and be happy ^_^
My jealously turned in happiness, the more I thought about him fucking girls the happier I was and also more horny!
I woudve been 50x more horny and more happy watching :)
but anywayz
I was a bit sleepy, I drifted asleep smiling
Yay, While I sleep Master will cum over and over and over again, with a girl thats not me
Smiling I went to sleep..
I awoke a few hours later, my phone was vibrating I grabbed it and put it near my pussy
LOL I guess I thought I had a vibrator
it was Master calling...
I felt Happy going to sleep
I felt 10x more Happy when I found out Master was happy
I felt a happiness I can't explain
I loved this feeling
I wanna feel this happy everyday
I wish Master fucked girls more often

Begging

Please Master

Please hurt your slave Master

Fuck S hard and deep

Fuck her all night long, or all day long

As much as you desire

your slave will watch with desire and lust

Lust to be fucked

Lust to be denied

Please deny your slave, the ability to cum

Kitty wants to watch, paying close attention to your desires

Master, Please don't forget

Your cuckquean will wait patiently for you to tell her, when you need more cucksluts

As much as you want, Your slave will always find for you

1 cuckslut or 10 cucksluts, I will try my hardest to give you what you desire

If you don't desire me, but would rather someone else

Your cuckquean will smile, and present you with more cucksluts

But, Please Master your slave askes for one thing

Please Master, Please enjoy yourself to the fulllest

Dont Think about your cuckquean Kitty

Be selfish, and focous only on your pleasure

Kitty would give up her orgasams, if it ment Master could have more

Please Master, Please cuckquean Kitty to your desires

Chosing if Kitty should watch, or not to watch

Please Master, Please chose the best cuckquean options for you

Kitty wont complain

Kitty wants her Master to enjoy herself as much as he can

If those plans, don't involve kitty at all

Kitty still wishes the best regarding Masters orgasams

Please Master, Please mold me to be the cuckquean that you desire

No matter how much pain you cause Kitty

It won't hurt one bit

Please Master, please continue to hurt your slave

Your slave wishes for your pleasure

Your slave is like a fleshlight

Used for your pleasure, denied of her own

Please use your slave correctly, as a fleshlight

Master, Your slave wishes only one feeling from you

she wishes to feel your sadistic side

Please Master, Please unleash that hidden side of you

No matter how painful or how scary

Your Kitty wont be scared she will smile and beg for more pain

Please Master, Please hurt your slave

Hurt your slave by cuckquean or by whoring her out or even beatings

No matter how harsh the pain is, Kitty won't feel a thing

Please Master, Please mold me into your bimbo cuckquean

Mold me, and give me boobies as big as you desire

Make me the hyper sexual Bimbo that you desire

Please control, mold me as you desire

Please Master, Please also control one more thing

Please control my orgasams

Control them so I can give my body complelty to you

With you in control, Master truely is able to release his sadistic side

Master, Please control me

Master

Please Use, abuse, deny and control me as you see fit.

Your slave wants to do anything for your happiness

Please allow her to show you by serviture

In her serviture she wishes to show you, her true desires to be your slave

Please Master, Please allow kitty to take every opportunity to show you

Please Master, Please enjoy yourself on your first cuckquean expirence

This is one of the many ways your slave wishes to show you her servitude

I was extremly horny writing this begging, I got horny because every word that I have written comes stright from my heart. I mean everything, and the reality of how much pain and sacrifice I want to do for my Master gets me so horny I stoped to take a break to edge, I did not cum. Master did not tell me to cum, I am used for his pleasure, so I was unable to bring myself to cum. As I lay in bed thinking about how strong I wish to cum, and thinking, Wow...Master really controls me so much

ENERGY POWER

YAYY
Master opens his gift in 3hrs!
I wonder if he will like it!!~
ahghh I missed the gift soo muchzz
I Liked looking at it ^_^
its sooo mega ccutee <3 <3 <3
=^o^=
I just worry aghhh did it break...
AGHZZZ what iff he cant read my writing
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I frogot to spell check my writing ^_^
lol just random worries fillz my headd rawrz
What if he opens the gift the wrong way?
or if he doesnt understand :O etc.
Not really worrying if he will like it..
theirs a quote...
If your in love, you will love any gift your lover gives you!~
So Since master loves his slave no worries ^_^
Then!~~ My other accomplishments for this week
WOAH..did you read alll my blogz yeaaaa I did like 3 blog entries all chocolate all 3pages long ^_^
I know, I'm an awesome kitty =^___^=
I feel happyy yaayyzz happiesss
Master has a boy whos a friend whos a roomate
so BOYFRIENDROOMATE
Masters boyfriendroomate I wonder what he looks like
master says hes ugly...but master says onew is ugly
Master and kitty argue last night abtz sleeping
I was like OPPAAA I WANNA GO SLEEPY AT 6AM
thennn Master was like KItty you go sleepy at 5am
thenn I was like OPAAAAAAAAA
THEN he was like KITTYYYYY
and thennnnn he said i can stay up 630am!
and thenn at 5am I was sleepy so I go bed ^_^
and thene Master was like UGHZZZ KITTYYY >_<
AND THEN I was like ^_^
ahh 5AM SLEEP WAKE UP 8AM!~ THEN MEGAA ENERRGYYY
NO NAPPIEZ ALLL DAYS NOT EVEN ONEZ YAYYZZ ENERGYY POWERR
and thennn tonight I stay up till 5am again and wake up 8am again and then MEGA ENERGY REPEATZZZ AND THENN MONDAY I REPEAT AND TUESDAY I REPEAT AND THEN WEND AND THURSDAY FOREVERZZZZZZZ AGHZHZZ YAYYZZZ ^_^
When I happy I use Z'S Super muchz like
Oppaz
Mazter
Gmailz etc. ^_^
I STAY UP LATEE ALLL NIGHT EVERY DAYYY!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I Make songs+poems+dances+words+ say oppaa lotz of times+ hum+piano+ asian dramas+ bloggyyyyyz+ fl+ EVERYTHINGZZ YAYYYZZ
STAYING UP LATE ROCKZ <3 <3

Zomgz

Objectification is term used to describe the process of regarding something or someone as an object. In this relationship, objectification will be a strong point in the relationship. The most important object that I will be objectified into is a bimbo. A bimbo, is a girl with large boobs, and is constantly focusing on sex, rather then work. Being a bimbo to my master, It will give him a sense of pride, knowing he has a trophy girlfriend, with the biggest breast. Having a bimbo has many benefits other then sex, it gives my master total power, to control and mold my mind the way he desires.

With this newly found power, he is able to let out his sadistic side. By denying his slave multiple times, he is hyper seualizing her. There are many hyper sexualizing techniques, my favorite technique is during cuckquean sesssions. As the slave watches her Master and the slave cum, she is denied the pleasure of cumming. This technique, encourages hypersexualization, but also encourages putting her Masters pleasure before hers. Being unable to cum during these sessions, she develops a deeper desire for his pleasure. As the sessions increase, the slave will be able to experience the same orgasmic pleasure, she feels when her master cums. Once the sessions have ended, the bimbo will be horny more often, but also have a deeper respect for her Masters pleasure, and disregard her own. This creates a perfect mixture of hypersexal bimbo, and also a bimbo that understand her sexual desires are not important.

Being a bimbo is a two step process, the first step is to lure the Master with her looks. This is achieved by having large EE breast. With these large EE breast, the bimbo would then wear a shirt that is two times smaller then her size, this creates a tight popping look, that brings immediate attention to her breast. After he is lured by the large breasts, he takes a closer look, to see that this Bimbo is lacking the proper outfit that covers her body completely, with high heels and miniskirt, the bimbo leaves just enough for his imagination to go running. After he has been successfully lured, the most important part for the bimbo is to perform her sexual duties, to the best of her ability. Using her tongue, in a way that pleases her Master. look forward to being objectified into a stupid bimbo, for my Masters pleasure. Using my tongue to please his cock, and allow him to use, abuse and explore my body for his own pleasures.

(^_o)

I stayed up all night in an intense skype call with master
The call included lots of screaming and firey eyes
And many hiding attempts under my blanket escaping from masters fire..
I wasn't quite hiding from myself but rather from master
So scary...
He tryed to scare me by saying he would dissown me if I messaged deadweights again
Deff served the purpose! So scared...
After he told me I wanted to cry...
I wanted to puke..
I wanted to just run away ~.~
Hiding undermy blanket telling myself not to cry..
Don't get sick..don't run away be strong..
Masters firey thing went away after a while..
When he's mad I can see..his eyes will change shape pre mad..
Then full blown mad the full shape is formed! Ahh...not cute
Then..later when I asked him about disowning me..
He got emotional..
Master shoudve had a blanket like kitty!~
I felt bad...why did I give him emotions ughhzz
I know I shouldn't feel bad that I caused emotions
I wonder if he always got emotional in the past with his last girlfriends...
I'm his first slave so its a bit hard to compare xD
Master didn't mean he would dissown me..
But when he said it..I felt used..
How could he make me believe in fairy tales and tell me I'm the only one..
Then he could so easily say he would dissown me.. like I wasn't special just the average slave that you could easily find..
I told master that I won't forget what he said
I know its not true but that feeling I don't want to forget
I need to do better so he won't ever say it again..
I'm special :/ not common I swear
I deleated all my deadweights..
Anyone who even spoke one word of dislike of master or pressured me or just not quality friends
After deleating only one of my bdsm friends were quality...in fact he loves master and he reads my blog!~~
He's a nice guy he helps me with math and never expects anything from me except for more blog updates :p
Haha master allowed me to cum but I have to txt him thank you
I went to sleep at6am!
I masturbated so tired, and cummed quickly!~
Then I closed my eyes and imagined I sent a txt to master
A cute poem..
Around 10am I woke up! Fuck, I didn't txt master
So sent txt then back to sleep
The poem was beautiful (atleast I thought so)
But too sleepy to end the poem beautifully haha
Master said it made him happy though
I like when I can make him smile!~~!
But when I woke up at 12pm it was weird..I felt free
I had 0 messages!
Nobody complaining about. Their life
No annoying messages from anyone..
The world looks more beautiful today!~
I've been released, not worrying if erik has money for college
Or about his drunk dad!
Or about his future because he can't keep a job
Etc. Etc. Etc.
Just my life with master!~~
Ahh feels good
Theirs a piano song...it explains my love for master
Simple but beautiful
Light but heavy...
Carefree but restricted..
Not appreciated by everyone but special to those who understand!~
The melody is perfect!~
I wanted to show master a sample..
I've had brief piano lessons..I only know how to hold my fingers...
It was hard I praticed 3hrs stright untill my hand started to cramp
And all I could think of was B F B C F...#A C ughzz...
The recording I sent master wasn't perfect!~
He said it was good but I know he was lying :/
Its cool bc I was up 4am-6am and I praticed and I'm doing greatz!!
I wanna finish bf finals
Its not a popular piano song...
Its chinese and I..can't read the tittle :p
Some people when they listen to it..
They say its romantic!
Others say its depressing
And then other stupid people say it sucks..
I wonder which catagory it will fall into for master...
I think its romantic, Romanticly simple :)
When I get married,I have the wedding all planned outz ^_^
I'm gonna play a song dedicated to my husband!~ and he will do the same!~~~ ahhh the best part of the wedding ^_^
whenever me and joppi eat lunch or something..we always decide " Wedding worthy?" its almost always no :p but can't help but ask each other ^_o
sometimes I feel bad..I am friends with someone, that I shouldn't be friends with.. and the worst part is that If she knew about all this..she would hate me foreverz, I guess you can say our relationship is going to end in 2012, leaving joppi and starting a bimbo life with master how perfect everything i wanted <3

ND

Ahh I wish oppa was here to wipe my tears :(
I hate when people come back into my life I get so confused...
Does that mean I'm a good person so they come back?
Am I a bad person but they want to settle for me?
Do they do it to trick me on purpose..
My ex..when we ended the relationship he told me
"Katie, your never going to be happy your worthless, a stupid young girl who doesn't have the skills to become. Anything in life, your a mean heartless bitch, I hope you rot in hell" *signs off*
After that my confidence tanked, I just considerd myself worthless, and I thought about switching careers..then I met master, he was wrong I was happy, super happy...everything he said was a lie..just a lie to stay with me and crush my dreams of deserving someone more educated and suitable to be my boyfriend, my master..
Recentlly, he has came back into my life..apparently I am the smartest,hottest, most caring girl in the world, and it was a privilage for him to date me..
I just cried endless tears after he said that..how could he destroy my confidence months ago and come back and tell me these things..how cruel..
But the same person I am so kind and gentle to..
Why am I so kind to him?
Why must I be his friend?
Why can't I block him...
Blocking him makes me just as cruel as him..
I'm not a cruel person
Why does master want me to be so cruel...
I just want to be a good person
One who makes everyone around them happy
One that saves lives...
A beautiful person inside
And a beautiful person outside

Loanna

 The human heart feels things the eyes cannot see, and knows what the mind cannot understand"

Limitless slavery is a form of a slavery involving giving up complete control to your owner. In limitless slavery, the slave gives up her rights to her Master. The slave has no property of her own including money, she forfeits her rights and property to her Master. In this relationship, the Master is obligated to provide the basic support needs to his slave, which includes shelter and food. But, how much food and where she lives is to decided by her Master. The most important aspect of this relationship is trust. Without the basic fundamentals of trust, a limitless slavery is difficult to achieve, trust will become the foundational knots that ties the relationship together.  The responsibility of having a limitless slave, can be daunting but the rewards far exceeds the extra responsibilities. Being a limitless slave to my Master I feel it can offer Master the opportunity to express his sadistic, creative side. Expressing his sadistic side, he will be able to find the hidden side of himself that is often left in the dark. Master wishes to hurt me, not entirely for his enjoyment, but rather out of love. I do not want to restrict his love, giving him the opportunity to express his love, to his fullest extent, without restrainment.

Limitless slavery, is sometimes called a taboo in the BDSM world. Many people consider it a fairytale, it is impossible for someone to love and trust a Master so much, that they forfeit their rights, and limits. Those who participate in limitless slavery, are able to experience the joy and beauty of slavery. Fulfilling the needs of their Master despite t he feelings they experience along the way. I will fulfill the needs of my Master, with the strongest emotions of happiness in my heart. Because, the pain I had to experience, is not pain at all, but rather his love for his slave. Wanting to experience this love, I feel a strong desire, a desire that leads me to crave the pain. Waiting anxiously for the next girl he will fuck, hoping he will fuck more, and puzzling over what lies in Masters sadistic heart for his Slave to feel. If cuckquean is just the top of his sadistic desires, then I want to feel the bottom. The bottom that includes whoring me out, and severe spankings. With this ideal in mind, I wake up filled with hope, and lust for pain. I say a mantra before bed, in my mantra, I have include a section dedicated to wanting to explore the sadistic side of my Masters love. The words, I have started to say are " Master, Please hurt me, hurt me as much as your heart desires, until you run out of pain to dish out. Your slave wishes to be hurt, and molded into the perfect Bimbo for your amusement." I have included that part, because I have again understood the beauty of the pain, and I do not want to forget the beauty of pain.

Endless boundaries for the expression of love, endless opportunities to hurt his kitty. But, limitless slavery is not focused on just pain, but rather has many dimensions. Dimensions that Master will explore with his power. Humiliating kitty, without her opposing, or whoring kitty out to his friends. What he can do with his power, has no limitations, the crucial part of a limitless slavery, is for a Master not to limit himself. Limiting himself to only one aspect of BDSM, or limiting himself to a few aspects of hurting his slave, many Masters become trapped in a box. An inescapable box, trapped in the mindset that they only have the powers to be a Master in certain aspects of their slaves life.

I am not yet a limitless slave, but rather a limitless slave in progress. In this progress, the hardest part for me is agree without begging or complaining. I will always agree to whatever he asks of me, but sometimes I find it hard to restrain myself from begging. But, that is a simple problem to correct over time this problem should be completely erased. Having this as my main problem, is not a limitation, but rather something that should be celebrated. Because it shows I  have the mindset to be a good limitless slave, but lack the final knots to tie it all together.

Limitless slavery is as beautiful as bondage knots. Limitless slavery and bondage knots are also similar by the importance of each knot, lacking one knot will cause the form to be broken, or less funtionable.  the first knot is the foundation, that will lay as the base of the relationship. This knot is trust, without trust the relationship will be lackluster. Instead of the beautiful enjoyable limitless relationship that it was intended to be, it becomes a forced relationships, lacking the beauty that once existed.  The second knot Is beauty, the beauty in giving up yourself to someone else. The ability to hand over your rights and wants to someone more superior to you, carries a strong undeniable beauty. Giving up your desires, for the hopes that your Master will fully enjoy himself, with whatever he wishes for you to do. Having one knot, but lacking the other is a liability to the limitless slave relationship. Although, the relationship might be able to still function, the true beauty of a limitless slave relationship has become lost.

I want our relationship to resonate with true beauty. Trusting Master more and more each day, making the foundational knot stronger. Trusting Master, I have shared with him the secrets of my past, and the wishes I have for my future. Everyday the foundational knot of trust becomes stronger. What I have have observed, is the stronger our trust with each other becomes, the stronger our love is, and thus we have started to see eye to eye on the beauty of being a Master and slave. The beauty has drawn us closer, and it will continue to become stronger as I am molded into being a limitless slave. The second knot, is not yet as strong as I would like, but everyday becomes stronger. Accepting Masters word as the law, and accepting without question. Being a limitless slave is far in the future, but our future will be beautiful. Sadistically perfect, Master hurting me with his love, while I complete his every desire. The true reward in a limitless slave is not power, but rather the beauty in having a slave so obedient and determined to do her best for her Master, fulfilling his wildest dreams, that he imagined was never possible.