Three Asians + Rice =?

Woahhh been a long time since i posted!~ blahh
SOO much to post about I dont know where to start?
I went to disney for 3 days wayy fun I stayed in a hotel with my sister in law and her friend they are both japanese!
I know japanese a little yayy!~ BUT it was hard to understand... so after hearing that I can understand so little japanese I decided it is important that I quickly start chinese lessons I cant meet masters family till i am about a level 5 or above...The more immersed I am in the language the better I shall be!~ maybe me and master should have chinese fridays when we live together :D On fridays we speak only chinese and we eat only with chopsticks ^_^ everything asian style hahah yayyy kpop all day long!~ oh wait..its CHINESE fridays.. mmm ok jay chou all day long ^_^ I have so much fun ideas I want to do with master is it wrong that I have so many ideas?
at disney theirs there chinese boys and somehow i ended up spending most of my day with them :o by CONINCIDENCE NO STALKING
they remind me of master and his friends...
One asian boy had small eyes and was skinny and he slept soo much everywhere he would sleep -_- on the train he sleep in the movies he sleeps before eating he sleeps and even after eating! amazing soo much zzz his friends did not talk to him a lot maybe because he is to busy sleeping..I decided that boy was yiyi
One asian boy had even smaller eyes and was skinny with a weird haircut! He was listening to music a lot I bet you he has onew condition!~ His smile was sooo cute :) it wasnt like masters smile or onews smile but just cute but he is always reading a chinese manga everywhere he is reading I think it is dangerous to read and eat @_@ and read and talk yea.. he talks a lot so much chinese he speaks he even spoke english to me :) he said Sorry ahhh such a cute accent it was like herro and sawwy that weird chinese english <3 <3 so I decided he was gdragon
One asian boy was MUSCULAR :) and had a beard and he kept rubbing his beard like he was thinking intensely he was also sleeping a lot a little less the yiyi but still many sleeping this asian boy LISTENS TO KPOP ^_^ he had a bigbang song in his head so he was singing it really soft but I heard FOR SURE :) YAYYYY he also has the big bang bear keychain ring OMGGG I WANT SO BADDD AHHHHH :O I was super jealous of this asian boy -_- he was sooo cool he speaks his chinese so cool like the extra cool way like you see in the asian dramas ;) TOO COOL he is a little more manly then his friends he didnt scream like a girl when cold water got him in the river rapid soo He is master because hes really cool..master isnt muscular but I love muscular asian boys so this one must be master ^_^ lol and he also slept a lot master sleeps foreverr like 14 hours and theirs only 24 hours in a day o_o ahh
maybe we need to have like sleep in saturdays along with chinese fridays :p and soup sundays rofl I go to the gym often so much fun :) I like it but I know im not losing weight because diet sucks blahhhh 0_0
I'm going to the doctor on tuesday yayy!~
Mothers day is tomarrow so I think master will be on skype tomarrow..mmmm maybe he will have time to see kitty?
My friend she told me I was stupid for studying soo much for testing -_- wtf I think that she is just nervous that I will beat her score and be "smarter" then her does standard testing really test smartness? thats stupid my IQ is soo low but I can score good on testing o_o weird!~
I like lo mein noodles now..sooo good Master said no more chow mein so Now I eat lo mein :) YUMMYY ADDICTEDD :) TASTE SUPER GOOD
sometimes I send master uhm kpop reffrences in hopes he will catch it but he never does =[ like...
"Sorry,sorry master" or
"Master is so pretty" from nuna nomu yeppo (kpop shinee song)
"I love you super much" from super love...
lol I will send out easier messages like tell me hahah

Master tell me tell me :p IDK

mmm OK since I'm bored I will make up a list of days me and master should have.. ex:chinese fridays

Sunday:Resting sunday
Monday: Massages Monday
Tuesday: Shinee tuesdays
Wensday: Bentosurprice wensdays
Thursday: Sexy thursdays
Fridays:Chinese fridays

HAHA like my days ? I think so

I saw a black bimbo at the mall SO sexy I wanted to be like her..so sexy!~

I'm a little bit sad that I cant see Masters family till I am a level 5 chinese :( (even though I made that rule up myself) I was soo excited to go to china!~

I Have many china questions..and many sex questions sooo much I am so currious? Maybe to the point that I am annoying?

I am really nervous that master considers me annoying uhhh it always happens like that I'm really cute that slowly people think i'm annoying to the point where its like BLAH I HATE YOU KITTY

when master was doing studying I did not talk to him a lot in fear I will be an annoying kitty like..lets say you loved your kitty and she always cuddles you and licks your face and meow meow meow but when your studying and this kitty is doing that it just gets annoying..=o so kitty had a plan!~ everyday kitty just send a jyaio study hard :) and then never talked to master all day so then kitty can stay clear of masters hidden bitchy side! because what you dont know is that master is secretly really bitchy

again I was thinking master said he really liked me when he met me like like and in like like but why did he play sooo hard to get -_- ugh asian boys

i'm soo horny this week blahh :O

Master will be done with classes soon maybe it means more time for kitty? :)?
lol jkjk kitty doesnt need more time with master
Master will go to china and cali and be really busy all day long but its ok kitty is fine kitty is always fine :) because cats they take good care of themselves!~

Dr.Feelgood

Sucess is never final failure is never fatal

For some reason that quote is in my head back and forth back and forth...
Being a dom in the past I know that many slaves wish to be a live in slave full time just like the porn stars? or the stories..such great fantasies but many people who actually want that lifestyle are not serious its juust something to occupy their mind for a small time pondering about what life would be like as a real live in slave I'm so perplexed about writing about the qualities that a slave should have

but as I was pondering I came across a problem is it really that important the qualities that a slave has? would the qualities that a master have be more important? A Master has the power and ability to mold anything that he wants he can mold any quality...

So the question is... if you have a bad slave that can not respond to orders or is annoying or is just zzzz who's fault is it? the slave or the Master or should they both take responcibility?

Expirence is also something that comes into play when you think about sculpting yourself a slave that fits you
It's impossiable to sculpt something great on your first try or your second try and life is not like a textbook just because you read every book or every post about cultivating a slave it does not improve your chances of maybe sculpting a good slave on the first try soo the best way to cultivate a slave? Thats something im still thinking about (-_-;)

I am doing studying for testing like always!~~ and I seem to always get stuck on questions regarding accounting or like marketing things about if someone buys something or some intrest crap @_@ wtf? do we learn these things in school even though its hard I am continuing my studies :D Master told me that I can ask him questions at any timme xD but I dont really wanna ask him questions lol but I am going to wait till he has a large amount of free time to waste to ask him questions ^_^ my questions should be as simple to him I mean he is an accounting major I wonder how I can be so bad at accounting when my Master majors in that area XD

I rather call Master Opppa instead of boyfriend xD although I rather call my Master master then oppa? so simple way to look at it..
MasterOppaMaster
But lets compare which sounds more cute?
OPPA!~~ LOOK LOOK!
Master!!~ LOOK LOOK!
Oppa won for the cute factor..

Kitty Is he your boyfriend? No he is my oppa ^_^
how come facebook does not have a Oppa option??
even if it did have an oppa option I dont think I would want to be on his facebook relationship lol for a LONG time xD he has like 500 friends how weird is that 500 people know that me and master are like...together??
I'm happy just like this!~ happy with my master by myself
happy giggling about Oppa!~
I actually Made a surprice for Master but I did not give it to him I guess you could say im nervous? I made it online super cute ^_^

I think sometimes my Master pms's and then boys complain that girls PMS girls must deal with the boy version of PMS also~!

Stalking masters facebook I uncover a lot of things but I found more things that I wish I never found some of the things I found I really wanted to uncover by myself?not just read about it on facebook lol.. I think im done looking at his profile for a long time


Am I a slut for wanting to be on a girls gone wild kinda porn star thing :p With my big boobs and great body I would look nice? rightt!~?
mm...am I a slut? maybe I shall ponder that question next post

(ahahaha Kpop tittle refrence for my blog )

12 moons

An authentic slave is a wonderful thing to own.

I think it would be such a nice thing to own sometimes I Wonder what would life be like if I were master having a slave that i can mold into ANYTHING where would i even start....

I want to give 200% percent effort towards master and before I do so I need to consider a few factors..
1.Is this the guy im willing to risk my life for?
2.Is the relationship worth it?
3.Can Master mentally handel this sort of relationship

So while deeply searching for answers I am rereading old skype messages from the past just to see generally his goals and how serious he is about a real true slavery relationship and i stumbled apon some messages by his ex about some emotional baggages master has
I did not really care at the time when she told me... but as I was reading now I noticed that all the things she told me was true except for one big emotionall bacggage...I asked Master if he would tell me anythimg important about himself and he said he would...I trust him but I cant help but wonder how much truth is in her messages she did know/date him for 2years....I doubt master would ever talk to me aboout someething big about him that I Should know hes so secretive but for whatever reasoe...I want to quickly come to a conclusion so i can put all my effort into this relationship with all my heart :) right now im giving a lot but I really want to commit to going above and beyond anyones expectations I hope i find answers to unanswered questions!~!

Rainbow

Slowly uncovering Masters true feelings is a long path I think I have uncovered one more clue to peicing togethers masters mind..Maybe at the end of my discovery I will hit gold and discover something that nobody knows?? whats the chances...? Sometimes I think i would be a great at anaylizing situations and people mostly because its so much fun I love it ^_^ Master is like a big puzzle and i love every second?
Master has a special definition of love which you can read about if you look back ;)
So does that mean that master doesnt love easily? Master was dating a girl for 2 years mm... I might get upset if someone dates me for longer then 4 years and does not poop the question -_- like reallly..... >_< but back to the topic I think master has gates around his heart maybe something happened to him and so now he wants to be carefull of who he lets get close to him? how many gates does he have im not sure...how tall are they? im not really sure...I don't have any evidence to support that master is protecting his heart...I just have a feeling

Me and Master will have our chance right? I just need to wait for it...waiting drives me crazy!~~~ I can't wait I quickly want to be by his side but I must admit I would be really sad if he moved to cali before I moved with him =/ I would truly feel alone and feel the HUUUUGE distance/tiome zone gap..PLUS i always wanted me and master to move to cali together who knows what will happen..

I feel like A clay with Master willing to shape into any form he wishes I decided that I would get a legal name change for my middle name to any name master wishes but I would only get the name change BEFORE medical school and BEFORE I get my EMT licence haha two conditions is not that bad :p?? Im the best slave ever ^_^!~ Maybe im the best slave ever because I'm crazy??? everything that master wanted in the begining of our relationship he got..Master wanted a slave with peircings a slave who will change their name a slave who will get boobies and many many many many other wishes that I was unsure about but now why do I feel like I want to give Master the world? I've never felt this way before maybe I really am going crazy??

Master wants to "break me in" with some heavy bdsm when we first meet I'm scared that instead of breaking me in it will break me down :p LOL and create me being scared of master to the point where I cant continue as a slave? idk this relationship needs communication XD

Blogging happily I want to always be like this!~ happily bloggingd and smiling about master happily!~

It feels weird if i say onew oppa.. onew oppa used to come out of my mouth so easily but now I cant even say onew oppa..My oppa is not onew its Master ^_^ oppa is so cute when hes tired :) his sleepy voice makes me giggle so much I always giggle talking to oppa I bet its weird but I think oppa got used to giggles lol when I dont giggle he thinks something is wrong :p lol Master I love you <3<3<3<3

Mesurments...

How did master get suchh a great girlfriend/slave ahhh I'm jealous :p
Masters girlfriend is supper faithful even if she only recieves few messages :p
She also goes to the gym everyyday!~ even if master won't notice because he never goes on webcam :p
She also studies everyday in hopes of getting high scores!~
She does alll his assignments even the boring ones!
She's even willing to be a bimbo or anything master wishes!
Did you know she speaks chinese also! (Lol jkjk)
She is a little bit childish...but its cute
Sometimes she appears too babyish but its also cute!
And maybe she likes asian culture too much...XD
And she loves to hear her master sing I need a girl yayyy!~ (I need a girl mmmhmm gotta make you mine I will treat you right baby!~~~~~~ ahh!~)
Masters girlfriend/slave is the best don't you think!? :D
Its hard finding good slaves...but its even harder to find slaves willing to make the relationship work even if it means stuying a little harder or working out in gym I would know since I used to be a dom hehehe

Master gave me 2 assignments I will moify it slightly so I can complete it was such a broad subject it was hard to write on...master also said he wante to know more about me heh now that I think about it... he has a lot to catch up on rofl I shhall completle assignment later today

Working out the gym is fun I might be addicted I like going everyyy day I guess I look forward to gong to the gym now uhm gym addiction? The feeling after gym the Best! Can't wait to get to masters surprice goal
My waist has dropped by one inch used to be 34inch now its 33.5...I think......

cyber

I never ever ever ever go on fetlife today I get an email asking if the perfect asian boy exsist for a short second I wonered if I should post or not but for whatever reason I was bored so I posted master as the perfect asian boy (duhh) master is perfect :D then 2 posts down this girl describes her perfect asian boy and it fits master almost perfectly lol I felt so happy someone wants the perfect asian boy heheh I giggled with delight I've captured the perfe t asian boy :D a couple other people posted about asian boys I hope master posts how epic would that be a long paragraph of something like the perfect asian boy doesn't exsisit :p orrr maybe master should apply for the part of the perfect asian boy! Lol master is so epically awesome ahhh...
When I was a kid my parents were paranoi about kidnapping I wasn't allowed to have sleepovers or go to sleepovers or go to malls or movies with friends etc. But I had fun I joined ballet,jazz,soccer,cheerleading and girls scouts it was fun j was interacting socially but not creating any long lasting friendships....I. had a lot of fun playing with my. Imigination and when I got older I started learning html and then becoming heavy scripter..knowing all the color codes and random shit then I started doing graphics...and now here I am today doing a medical animation its funny how life works out my childhood expirence enabled me to hold my own...use my creativity and learned some cool skills its not something id want my kids to do but whenever I tell someone my childhood they feel bad when really I learned some skills that some people will never learn or even master
I didn't talk to master from sat-wensdayishhh well a lil Sunday...master really missed me I'm surpriced I don't really expect any affectionate emotions.

Naomi

This is my 84th post
My last post
Well it should be my last post
Everything says I need to stop this relationship but my heart it just won't stop...
When did I start to really love this boy?
How did it start?
I just remember loving him only bc he's a cute little asian boy but now I see omething about him is so special...his heart his soul its so special and strangly I feel like we have the ablity to connect if we really wanted too..
I take special pride in my accomplishments of slowly figuring him out I just started but I feel like I've got a lot of the fundamentals down many other smart people might have him all figured out already... being patient is so important I patiently day by day collect information...today me and master had many brekup talks..I must admit I cried a lot whenever I thought it was over...I don't want to be weak but I feel weak in front of master..he's number 1 in my heart in everything no matter what he thinks..theirs a quote.."if you love someone let them go" I love master but I can't let him go am I selfish? Or does that mean I don't love him?
I signed up for gym...
I study standard testing everyday hard I will get a high score...
Master added me on fb but Idk if ill accept..do I have the rights to accept?
Will people wonder about me if I accept...maybe I shouldn't accept...
In my head I have a monster its name is mandarin
It started off as a small monster but now its a huge monster driving me crazy making me go crazy and causing me to moo swing and cry horriable monster but atleast mandarin is a cute name