Friday, December 19, 2014

My Submission

Submission is a gift.
As a submissive I place a lot of trust in my Master. I am honest, vulnerable and open up my mind and body for him to mold and use as he sees fit. My trust should not be taken lightly or abused. My trust shouldn’t be tested, nor should my vulnerability be abused.
I used to be a foolish slave. I submitted quickly to any Master whom I thought liked me. I got hurt time and time again. I was foolish to believe that someone who I barely knew could appreciate the gift of my full submission. In the past, I did not value myself; I just wanted to have a Master. I had no idea what I was looking for. Now I have a clear goal, and know exactly what I’m seeking.
BDSM has taught me many things about myself, and I now value myself more because of the experiences I’ve had. My view on submission is always changing. I’m currently defining, and redefining what submission is. I’m so happy that I have had many negative experiences. Those experiences have really helped me to develop as a better submissive. Below I will explain qualities that I look for when I’m considering submitting.
I submit to a Master who understands the importance of being a Master
He already knows that being a Master is a responsibility. He should understand that being a Master is not a joke, and carries a large responsibility.
I submit to a Master who does not demand my submission
He already knows that my submission is earned, and doesn’t expect me to immediately gift him with my submission. He should also know that submission does not happen immediately, and takes time for the trust to develop.
I submit to a Master who understands that submission is my gift to him
He sees my submission as something to be valued and treasured, something that has been earned and is not just a blind right.
I submit to a Master who understands why I believe submission is a gift
A Master who understands the reason why I consider my submission as gift understands that I value myself, and understands that I refuse to submit to every guy who has crossed my path, instead I will submit to one guy who has earned my submission.
I love the kink of having a chastity belt because a large part of having the belt is giving my Master full control over my sex. To me a chastity belt is a tangible sign of my commitment to submit completely to my Master. I want to proudly wear the tangible sign of my commitment.
Submission is exciting and romantic, and I wish to share my submission with a Master who values me, and treasures me as his special gift. I want to feel loved, valued, protected, guided. In return I’ll offer you my full and deepest submission to you.